( AWAKENING )

quotes from members of lazurite ᨒ made with @GimmickBots.

[( AWAKENING ) @dazedqrunk]

it's like our hearts beat to the same rhythm and the essence of her soul spills into mine.

[( AWAKENING ) @dazedqrunk]

Falling this hard, loving this deeply — it's dangerous. But I’m high on the thrill of it, knowing that this could all crush me like the weight of a collapsing building. Every second of agony I might be subjected to in the event that it does is worth it to have you for this time.

[( AWAKENING ) @dazedqrunk]

It’s easier to be a bad person than a good one. People expect things from you when you've chosen to be good.

[( AWAKENING ) @dazedqrunk]

You're so beautiful, so enchanting, and it feels like everytime I sing it to you, I'm pouring all of my love for you in every word.

[( AWAKENING ) @dazedqrunk]

the second he intertwines our fingers, i find myself melting further into the sheets and he comes down with me — because he always does, he goes wherever i do.

[( AWAKENING ) @dazedqrunk]

i’ve gone to bed with you on my mind. and not plotting ways to murder you, just… just you, i suppose. i've gone to bed thinking about you and wondering what the fuck is going on in my own head with regards to you.

[( AWAKENING ) @dazedqrunk]

“are you sure you don't have an explanation for that anxiety? your heart is racing.”
“that's not from anxiety.”

[( AWAKENING ) @dazedqrunk]

Because of him, she’d discovered the depths of her heart she didn't even know lay beneath the surface of her love.

[( AWAKENING ) @dazedqrunk]

i've made several mistakes in the past but loving you will never be considered one to me, regardless of how this ends. i want you, all of you, in exchange for all of me. in the past, i've never been able to make you mine. i want to break that cruel cycle, if you'll allow me to.

[( AWAKENING ) @dazedqrunk]

we have always been in love — all these feelings were merely buried and began to surface from the moment you laid your eyes on me that day in august. faded memories started to become clear; and each showed me your face, each spelled out your name.

[( AWAKENING ) @dazedqrunk]

i've been needing someone like you in my life for such a long time. someone to help me help myself. i just never thought it'd be someone i'm falling in love with.

[( AWAKENING ) @dazedqrunk]

i knew it was you with just one look. i knew you were the one i've been searching for over centuries.

[( AWAKENING ) @dazedqrunk]

“i'm just admiring my gorgeous girl. is there a problem?”
“that's the second time you've called me that today...”
“and it won't be the last. you're so fucking gorgeous.”

[( AWAKENING ) @dazedqrunk]

If you have something as beautiful as a love that shines even through the darkest of clouds, look at the light and not the shadows.

[( AWAKENING ) @dazedqrunk]

last time you asked me this i told you i wasn't... that i was still terrified and anxious about everything but i couldn't help liking you so i pushed that aside. this time.. i'm still anxious and scared but i know i'll be okay because you're with me.

[( AWAKENING ) @dazedqrunk]

you… do people like you truly exist or have i become so desperate for love that i've fabricated your entire existence in my head?

[( AWAKENING ) @dazedqrunk]

you recognised me from the moment you first laid your eyes on me; you didn't know my name, nor my heart, but you knew my soul.
and the worst part of this all is that i recognised yours too. instantly.

[( AWAKENING ) @dazedqrunk]

surrender was not an option, no matter how tempting it appeared. it was not an option, no matter how many nights i spent looking out the window and wondering if it was high enough to be a fatal fall.

[( AWAKENING ) @dazedqrunk]

and when that ribbon finally strangles me, i'll die wrapped in beauty.

[( AWAKENING ) @dazedqrunk]

You are the only love I am willing to take a risk on. If this ends, I will never begin another.