All this talk that rambles on to be nothing is like listening to the old music I swear you compare professional sports like being at school on sports day itโs that hot out there the competition and quite frankly they all make me sick how hard I knew it would be.
I swear you could read it off a back of a fag packet like it was 1970 old style Brexit fags that were fake it wasnโt like the advertisement in movies when you see someone at a party or an old style McLaren F1 car with all the livery like Camel racing Johnny Herbert used to drive.
Iโm scared I will never get another chance at being myself in my own place when I try to say I will go another day without a drink the peer pressure is unbelievable my anxiety goes up ten fold so thatโs two things Iโm aware of being a tired retardant.
My problems into my drinking are much bigger than any turning point can help you with to cut down. It runs much deeper than you think and any thought you can help yourself is not helped by your peers you hardly even know!
@JoshJWC2007 I donโt know matey theyโve got nothing to talk about fucking Oxford. Donโt get it had a oxtail spilt on me there before back in the 90โs theyโre fucking scum like the rest of emโ mate who you going for today in the Docklands Derby Millwall or West Ham big trouble there ๐ ๐