i promise iโm a lot different, &&. a lot betterโฆ i still fuck up sometimes (a lot of times) but i genuinely appreciate this space, &. all my friends that accept me &&. my crazy but still love me the same.. ๐ฅน
thatโs why i love twitter, real badโฆ &&. i love all of my friends too. ๐ฅนโค๏ธ my heart is big enough for all of you that have made space for lil old meโฆ
idkโฆ but seeing that โi love you jelliโ hit differentโฆ ik thereโs so many people out here that i donโt even know about that actually genuinely care about meโฆ &&. i just need to get my fucking head together fr..
fuck, i just wanna feel loved. not just hear it, not just assume it, not just have to remind myself that somebody loves me. I WANNA FEEL IT. i wanna feel somebody being intentional with me, soft with me, excited about me. i wanna feel like somebodyโs girl, somebodyโs favorite person, somebody they wanna love on just because i exist. i spend so much time trying to understand everybody else, &&. sometimes i just want somebody to understand me without me having to explain every little thing. ๐ญ