we’re all just humans. and we’re trying our best to survive in this little world that is slowly becoming worse than hell itself. please be as kind as you can. i promise every kind act will be worth it, and you can never imagine how much it could mean to someone.
hai chat, im gonna prob log out of here forever LMAO, one last time i wanna thank everyone who stood by my side and tried to understand my pov, everyone, even if you were one of the people who hurt me, take care, okay?
i provided the same screenshot multiple times . it was when i vented abt this to cotton’s cousin while i was hoping cotton would wake up safely. aka long ago
im not posting it again. go look for it yourself. you dont deserve me handing it to you when you didn’t give me a chance.
im going to look for explanations and try to even reach a professional to discuss the reasons behind me “misremembering” things. i hope i can find a solution because this isn’t the first time that it got me to lose friends. esp ones i loved.
and if anyone bashes me saying i just made this up to defend myself when i saw people canceling me, that would be proof you never read any of my responses and you never gave me a chance.
weeks ago, a friend hesitated to defend me because they were scared they’d get attacked by cotton and his friends. i replied with “i understand but don’t worry, cotton may have hurt me but he would never support something like that”. i was wrong. im glad they hesitated now.
i dont care any more if he feels guilty or not about the people bullying me. im not handing out my forgiveness to get dirty mud in my hand in return. he clearly supported people going after me. that says enough about him in my opinion.
@ichancedforever@kwyjib0 i half regret trusting you AGAIN enough to express my pain , my inability to remember things , and everything .
you probably will use that to make fun of me. this whole thread that i poured my heart and tears onto, will probably be used as content for you to laugh about.