It really hurts he keeps my kids from me and twists everything to suit his narrative. I have no doubt that if I did die when I miscarried he'd use it as a sympathy torch for the rest of his life. No word about how he weaponizes our children. Fuck what an emotional BLOODY day.
1) A friend called, she witnessed an attempted suicide. No one answered her calls except me. She was too traumatized to clean up all the blood. So I did. Now, a couple hours later after disassociating, I'm sad, I haven't seen that much blood since I miscarried and almost died.
During that miscarriage, it made me think of how easily I could die anyday, because I almost did. I was sad and emotional and sent my ex a message about saying goodbye to my kids. Fucker used it against me instead of having sympathy or empathy or any kind of emotion...
I don't know how my husband and I keep topping the last time we had sex, like how does it keep being mind blowing everytime? Soul connection? Best sex of my life every. Fucking. Time. ๐ฅฐ๐ฅฐ๐ฅฐ ...I get to have that for the rest of my life, fuck yaaaaaa!
"I CAN'T FIX YOU"
"WHATS WRONG WITH YOU"
I wish I could not have ADHD to make everything easier on everyone else....they never think about how much harder it is for me...or any human w/adhd...
The Child Abuse Unit has arrested and charged a male regarding a previously released sexual assault as well as 2 additional offences. He was released on an Crown authorized Release Order with conditions.
Update:
https://t.co/b3ztjY23RC
Moved half our stuff into our new house! Super excited! So nice to be with a man who is motivated enough to want a house and will make it happen. I love being married. ๐ฅฐ๐ฅฐ๐ฅฐ
Also this cold can eff off already! My ribs hurt from coughing so much and it feels like my brain will explode and feels like my throat is bleeding. Plus all the thick green mucous doesn't help when sleeping. I'm so tired.
Last Vday, as his gf, he got me a nice bouquet & Im pretty sure pizza. This year he got me my favorite flower x3 & a beautiful card...to his Wife ๐ฅฐ. I love my forever Valentine. Everyday is like Valentine's with him. He's so romantic!
"May I?" I'll never tire of hearing that.