.ℰˡˡⁱᵒᵗ.

𝒢𝓇ℯℯ𝓉𝒾𝓃ℊ𝓈! | ℐᵐ ᵃ ᵈⁱᵍⁱᵗᵃˡ ᵃʳᵗⁱˢᵗ, ʷʳⁱᵗᵉʳ, ᵇˢᵈ ᵃⁿᵈ ᵏᵘⁿⁱᶻᵃⁱ ᶠᵃⁿ, ᵃⁿᵈ ᵃ ᵛᵉʳʸ ᵗʳᵒᵘᵇˡᵉᵈ ᶜʳᵉᵃᵗᵘʳᵉ; | 𝒜ᶜᵗⁱᵛᵉ ⁱⁿ ˢʰᵉᵈᵗʷᵗ, ˢˡⁱᵗᵗʷᵗ; ℬᵃˢⁱᶜ ᵈⁿⁱ; | 6ᵗᵉᵉⁿ ʸᵉᵃʳ ᵒˡᵈ.

[.ℰˡˡⁱᵒᵗ. @deadosamu_]

|𝒢ʳᵉᵉᵗⁱⁿᵍˢ!
ℳʸ ⁿᵃᵐᵉ ⁱˢ ℰˡˡⁱᵒᵗ ᵃⁿᵈ ⁱᵐ ᵃ 16ʸᵒ ᵃʳᵗⁱˢᵗ. / ℐ'ᵐ ᵃⁿ INTJ ᵃⁿᵈ ᵃᵐ ᵠᵘⁱᵗᵉ ᵃᶜᵗⁱᵛᵉ ⁱⁿ ᵗʰᵉ #bsdtwt.

` ℐ ᵍᵒ ᵇʸ ᵃⁿʸ ᵖʳᵒᵘⁿᵒᵘⁿˢ;
` ℬᵃˢⁱᶜ ᵈⁿⁱ;
` ℒᵒᵒᵏⁱⁿᵍ ᶠᵒʳ ᵒᵒᵐᶠˢ!

( #shrtwt #edrtwt #slittwt )

[.ℰˡˡⁱᵒᵗ. @deadosamu_]

i wish i had parents like those some people have, thatd hug you tight when youre a kid and had a nightmare. that say everythings gonna be okay. that care when u seem sad. parents that listened. or at least parents that wouldnt only be good when in front of other people.

[.ℰˡˡⁱᵒᵗ. @deadosamu_]

i always crave so bad to have the strongest deepest truest connection when i dont even have any friends because they surely dont know me at all. ive never had any friends in my whole life. ive never had no one. i need someone, i just want this nightmare to end.

[.ℰˡˡⁱᵒᵗ. @deadosamu_]

couple months, even tho i hate to talk about feelings. im aching for it and if therapy is the only place ive got, i think ill settle for now.

[.ℰˡˡⁱᵒᵗ. @deadosamu_]

i have therapy tmr. ive only been there for a few times in the beggining of this year, and my parents forced me give up on it. now they think im crazy and want me to go back. im honestly kinda anxious about it. i want to spill everything thats been to my mind in the last+

[.ℰˡˡⁱᵒᵗ. @deadosamu_]

daily questions: do i have a personality disorder (because of THAT) or do i just have a weird asf personality?
we will never knowww 🤷

[.ℰˡˡⁱᵒᵗ. @deadosamu_]

@Eventuallydead hehe, thank u so much! youre also very smart!!!! it was a pretty nice conversation :)

[.ℰˡˡⁱᵒᵗ. @deadosamu_]

@Eventuallydead yeah, it does make sense! idk if him being bossy or "bratty" IS related to that, given the fact he could really be just heavily traumatized or something of the sort. but the theory indeed is pretty consistent

[𓏵‧₊˚ ┊sharkie ⋆˚𝜗𝜚˚⋆ @sharkieluvzchu]

I don’t actually like the idea of sex

[.ℰˡˡⁱᵒᵗ. @deadosamu_]

NOW its more like me, see? hehe

[.ℰˡˡⁱᵒᵗ. @deadosamu_]

@relvctance thank u!!!

[.ℰˡˡⁱᵒᵗ. @deadosamu_]

50 moots already!! im gonna cry.....!!! like what do u mean *I* have 50 billion moots already!??? (thank u so much guys ><)

[.ℰˡˡⁱᵒᵗ. @deadosamu_]

im so happy i have 18 moots already!!!! tysm guys 💗

[.ℰˡˡⁱᵒᵗ. @deadosamu_]

@Eventuallydead definitely!!

[.ℰˡˡⁱᵒᵗ. @deadosamu_]

@Eventuallydead character development. i kinda like to think of dazai being an orphan of a regular family because it would imply that he was "destined" to misfortune, contributing to his view of "everybody i love dies or suffer". but this is a very wild guess.

[.ℰˡˡⁱᵒᵗ. @deadosamu_]

@Eventuallydead HMMMM that actually makes a lot of sense. it would be an interesting parallel w the irl dazai, id like to see how thatd unravel. yet, we really don't have any information on his childhood, so its difficult to guess. but thatd be very interesting and would be good for his+

[.ℰˡˡⁱᵒᵗ. @deadosamu_]

uh why do i feel so empty all the time

[.ℰˡˡⁱᵒᵗ. @deadosamu_]

@Rue_2021 THANK U OOMFIE!! 💖

[.ℰˡˡⁱᵒᵗ. @deadosamu_]

oh, i forgot to post this here too, since im in this acc now opsiesss haha

[_ℰ𝓁𝓁𝒾ℴ𝓉._ @osa_elli]

(kuniki)dazai wip!!
#kunizai #bsd #bsdtwt #art

[.ℰˡˡⁱᵒᵗ. @deadosamu_]

@Eventuallydead nikolais also alive btw, maybe he will bring fyodor up, considering hes probably gonna be an antagonist at some point in pt. 2.

[.ℰˡˡⁱᵒᵗ. @deadosamu_]

@Eventuallydead yes! i think sigma waking up is what'll explain most of fyodors backstory, if its gonna be explained at all. the only hint abt dazais family we have until now is when dazai tells atsushi "when someone's father dies, they tend to cry" around chapter 50, implying dazais an orphan

[.ℰˡˡⁱᵒᵗ. @deadosamu_]

@Eventuallydead EXACTLY. i also think the story is getting too unnecessarily prolongated. the answers we needed could be easily provided in pt. 1, but its like asagiri chose to give us little to no info about MOST CHARACTERS just to make an infinite manga apparently.