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[deadsadder on Instagram @deadsadderr]

I’m tired of suffering. The sun doesn’t shine here anymore and no one understands how lonely it is to live through the misery alone.

[🫧 jade 🫧 @flyingawxy]

tw - mention of suicide

even on my best days, I still think about ending my life. it’s something I’ve lived with for over a decade now. it’s hard to keep going when all you want to do is disappear. if I could ensure that no one would care if I died, I wouldn’t still be here

[deadsadder on Instagram @deadsadderr]

@222oats I can agree so much 🥲💀 it’s an endless zirkle

[deadsadder on Instagram @deadsadderr]

I miss you most as I wake up,
and reality has yet to set in,
and I am still with you in a dream.

[deadsadder on Instagram @deadsadderr]

I miss you every day
But today
It feels like everything
I do
Is just here to remind me
I am living without you

[deadsadder on Instagram @deadsadderr]

Do you ever look at someone and then look at yourself and get sad?

[deadsadder on Instagram @deadsadderr]

It’s so hard to let you go.

[deadsadder on Instagram @deadsadderr]

Imagine having someone that actually gets exited to talk to you.

[deadsadder on Instagram @deadsadderr]

When was the last time I laughed?
That kind of thing... I don’t even remember anymore.

[deadsadder on Instagram @deadsadderr]

Nothing kills you like your mind.

[deadsadder on Instagram @deadsadderr]

Why can’t we just wash away all this pain?

[deadsadder on Instagram @deadsadderr]

Love is painful, isn’t it?

[deadsadder on Instagram @deadsadderr]

I lied, when I told you I was fine.

[deadsadder on Instagram @deadsadderr]

I wish you would love me back

[deadsadder on Instagram @deadsadderr]

I don’t like depending on people because people leave all the time.
because at the end of the day all you have is yourself
and that has to be enough.

[deadsadder on Instagram @deadsadderr]

I MISS YOU EVERY DAY
BUT TODAY
IT FEELS LIKE EVERYTHING I DO
IS JUST HERE TO REMIND ME
I AM LIVING WITHOUT YOU

[deadsadder on Instagram @deadsadderr]

I just wanna fly away from here

[deadsadder on Instagram @deadsadderr]

I wish I could fly far away and never come back.

[deadsadder on Instagram @deadsadderr]

I hope that one day you will be as happy as you pretend to be.

[deadsadder on Instagram @deadsadderr]

I will cry for you on the kitchen floor but I won’t ask you to come back