Bay ❤️

dying to myself daily, taking up my cross and following Jesus daily. 🥰

[Bay ❤️ @dearbaydarling]

I’m not dealing with it. And it’s very apparent in my reactions.

[Bay ❤️ @dearbaydarling]

Waited for a “happy birthday” that never came 😫

[Bay ❤️ @dearbaydarling]

You can’t keep asking God to pull you out of a mess you knowingly put yourself in. Every reaction is prompted by an action.

[Bay ❤️ @dearbaydarling]

I could never ignore someone as many times as I’ve been ignored by you. Stay mad, dog. 🫶🏼 life is too difficult without the excess stuff.

[Bay ❤️ @dearbaydarling]

And this is why we don’t do what we did today…. Cause now we’re playing the waiting game 🙄 can’t be mad at nobody but myself

[Bay ❤️ @dearbaydarling]

The heart break came early in 2025 🤣 man. Can’t wait to see how the rest of this year goes.

[Bay ❤️ @dearbaydarling]

Not gonna lie .. I miss him. And I don’t want to.

[Bay ❤️ @dearbaydarling]

Welp. I reckon there’s a reason I never told anyone about you.. and I did ask God to confirm him for me. & He did it 👆🏼 God is good.

[Bay ❤️ @dearbaydarling]

This rollercoaster has got to come to an end. 🥴 i’m driving myself crazy

[Bay ❤️ @dearbaydarling]

Here we go again xx

[Bay ❤️ @dearbaydarling]

I’m torn between:
1. There’s no one I can talk to about this
AND
2. If I can’t talk about it, it didn’t happen.

[Bay ❤️ @dearbaydarling]

I don’t wanna be bothered 😒 but .. here I am… B O T H E R E D

[Bay ❤️ @dearbaydarling]

I hate how angry I feel right now

[Bay ❤️ @dearbaydarling]

I want to go back to last nights dream. Felt so real. 🥺

[Bay ❤️ @dearbaydarling]

Phillipians 2:14 - “do all things without grumbling or disputing” … it’s difficult not to complain about our situations or how we’re feeling

[Bay ❤️ @dearbaydarling]

My phone is dry as the Sahara rn 🙃

[Bay ❤️ @dearbaydarling]

God is constantly trying to teach me to shut my dadgum mouth. 😫

[Bay ❤️ @dearbaydarling]

Getting disappointed you’re not getting to do what you KNOW you shouldn’t be doing. 😫

[Bay ❤️ @dearbaydarling]

Ughhhhhhhhh. Enjoyment only comes for the moment.

[Bay ❤️ @dearbaydarling]

This is the beginning of the end of this I think. As it should be but like .. will I always miss it ?