Dear diary,
We went to bed angry. I fucking hate when it happens. I don’t even know how we got to this. I think we both had a shitty day, we were frustrated, and we said things we regret, things we didn’t mean. Louis slept in the guest room.
that life will never be the same and that on October 16th my life will forever stop and I'll reflect on what it could have been if the 5 of them were still there to comfort me like they always were.
I will always love you Liam. I hope you're finally at peace now.
- Directioners
Dear diary,
Today we had to endure a very dark anniversary. The loss of one of the brightest lights and the most amazing human. We had to grief the loss of a beautiful soul gone too soon who used to brighten our days with his silliness and caring words.
I hope you won't judge me when I tell you that these past years my life has been saved by 5 wonderful boys and that now I still get to live through them because they make my life happier but it comes with incredible darkness
Dear diary,
The gc is laughing at me so hard right now. Ni shares fan tweets about it, H sends all the selfies we took after he got his haircut saying "you so haven't seen it", Li sends AI pics & the stutter video with "me when" captions, and Z sampled it in a rap song. Fuck. -L
Dear diary,
I'm so fucking proud of Louis. He got no radio play in his own country, no promo from his team and yet, the venues he performs at are bigger & bigger. Tonight he sold out the O2 arena, in the capital of the country he was born in. Home. It's only the beginning.-Louies
Dear diary,
When I came home from a run, I asked Lou if he brought my guitar from the studio like I asked him. He said he forgot. When I started to complain he replied: "Well what do you bring Harry? No hair!" I hate him. -H
Dear diary,
It's been 589 days since I've been in this gc and they forgot I could actually read everything they write. Today there was a lot of screaming because my mic recorded me slapping my hands. Interesting. Might do it wearing a tank top next time. -L
Dear diary,
The few times I've come back to Twitter, I've seen fans tearing each other down, being frustrated and overwhelmingly sad just because I'm away, especially after the pap pics. So I decided to give them a little something to TALK about. -H