@nonBPDspouse Alcohol & bpd do NOT mix! It brings all the emotions all at once if someone gets drunk. I never allow myself to drink past 3 & only drink socially 1 or 2x a month.
you want to be loved if only to prove it possible: to tell the world that someone saw you as a conquest & came back alive. that above all else, you are worthy of the risk, the effort.
Friendships are so temporary these days. Starting to realize so many people just arenβt worth my time bc ik they just feel the same way about me lmfao
When twitter refuses to let u make another acct bcuz u got in a verbal fight with someone & it was aggressive but now she's your best friend. But they allow full on porn on this...makes sense. Lol I said some bad words. π @X_Asphyxia____ π
The only thing that keeps me alive is the fear of not succeeding or dying slowly & painfully when it's too late to turn back. Not loved ones. Only fear. They say it's taking the easy way out, but it's the hardest thing anyone could ever do. To be pushed past that fear. #bpd