My best friend/work wife got a new job. Normally I would be upset about it, but I couldn't be happier for her. One of the few people in this world that I think truly deserves everything and more.
I have some of the best friends in the world. I know they would be there for me no matter what. But the problem is that I don't know how to open up and I depress myself to the point of not feeling human
Almost a year ago I left a very toxic environment in search of a new future and life. Yesterday I got a call that they want me to come back. I don't know if I'm making a mistake in taking a meeting to see what its about or not.
I know I have no one but myself to blame, but seriously how much more fucked up can my life be and can I get. I completely fucked myself over and for what? Things weren't great, but they were manageable. Why must I constantly sabotage myself and my life.