All I want to do is give a girl the world and treat her how she deserves to be treated but I’m too ugly for someone who I’m interested in to like me back
I’m going fucking insane. I get used for a year and she just gets into a relationship like I meant absolutely nothing. Now I’m the one crying every fucking day because she had me believing she cared about me and I meant something to her so I fell for her. But it was all a lie
How can someone forget another person so fast and replace them and act like they meant nothing after doing everything with them first a year. Thought I meant something to this girl but I guess not, I was just a placeholder until she found someone more attractive
I want to be loved and cared for so fucking bad. Why am I just good enough to have sex with but not good enough to date. I treated this last girl like a queen and did everything for her for an entire year just for her to pick another guy over me and act like I was nothing
I constantly watch jujutsu kaisen, demon slayer, attack on titan and seven deadly sins on repeat because those were her and my favorite anime we would watch together.
Missing her so much that I’ve been screenshotting the orders from places we would eat at on the apps to remember what she used to get when we were out.
I still have her vape that she left in my car and I’ll probably never get rid of it tbh, I haven’t moved my passenger seat from the position it’s been in since she last adjusted it either
I’m so fucking weird and crazy and insane I now cherish everything I bought when me and this girl would go places and it reminds me of that moment in time when I was with her