fucking hell

i'm trapped in my own head ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⚧⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀ just sharing my feelings ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ not promoting anything

[fucking hell @deaxdx]

FUCK YOU FOR REPLACING ME LEAVING ME WHEN I NEED YOU THE MOST FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCKING FUCK YOU

[fucking hell @deaxdx]

never knowing what’s the right choice is so frustrating

[fucking hell @deaxdx]

most of the people will never care about you like you do for them.

[fucking hell @deaxdx]

i feel like my life are a thunderstorm i can’t control

[fucking hell @deaxdx]

I don't want to be alone anymore

[fucking hell @deaxdx]

i wish i could stay with myself for two minutes without starting to overthink my entire existence

[fucking hell @deaxdx]

having the responsibilities of a grown up human is so damn hard, can i go back to kindergarten?

[fucking hell @deaxdx]

i just wanna stay in bed all day all night

[fucking hell @deaxdx]

i feel alone

[fucking hell @deaxdx]

i can't drown my demons, they know how to swim

[fucking hell @deaxdx]

my life will never be the same and you're the one to blame

[fucking hell @deaxdx]

i hate you and i'm glad we're done

[fucking hell @deaxdx]

i cry myself to sleep almost everyday while you live peacefully

[fucking hell @deaxdx]

i am trying so hard to stay strong but it's hard. so hard.

[fucking hell @deaxdx]

i have flashbacks.
from the day you ruined my body, my soul, my life.
i didn't want that but you didn't care.

[fucking hell @deaxdx]

you broke me

[fucking hell @deaxdx]

you left me with a broken heart

[fucking hell @deaxdx]

i would die for you, but you wouldn't even give me the last respect i deserve.

[fucking hell @deaxdx]

everything you said was a lie

[fucking hell @deaxdx]

you can't hold my hand while you're breaking my heart

[fucking hell @deaxdx]

i'm so sick of everything