Debbie Martinez

[Debbie Martinez @debeybeh]

Spiraling again at 3 in the morning. God fekin damn it.

[Debbie Martinez @debeybeh]

18th of May

[Debbie Martinez @debeybeh]

Saying goodbye to this little guy

[Debbie Martinez @debeybeh]

It's true what they say, there weren't signs. There is no giant glowing arrow that points you in the right direction. There is no "gut feeling". There's just a misstep. You accidentally stumble upon it.

[Debbie Martinez @debeybeh]

It just feels like there’s a giant rock in my chest where my heart is supposed to be.

[Debbie Martinez @debeybeh]

This is what I have been reduced to. I'm the girl who'a crying at work because she can't get her life in order.

[Debbie Martinez @debeybeh]

I shouldve known better I suppose

[Debbie Martinez @debeybeh]

Apparently there’s no sleeping for me tonight. Godfuckingdamnit.

[Debbie Martinez @debeybeh]

Hmmm not amused.

[Debbie Martinez @debeybeh]

Tap out.

[Debbie Martinez @debeybeh]

HOW DID I NOT KNOW THIS HAPPENED 😭😭😭😭 Debbie from 2011 is sooo happy huhuhuhu

https://t.co/BcvyKDSKGO

[Debbie Martinez @debeybeh]

It feels like i’m about to deep dive into another depressive phase. Jesus. I havent felt like this in so long, I forgot what it felt like. I just wanna disappear. Again.

[Debbie Martinez @debeybeh]

Salamat, @CebuPacificAir. Kung kailan fragile, dun pa nabasag maleta ko.

[Debbie Martinez @debeybeh]

The feeling of not wanting to exist anymore is so loud.

[Debbie Martinez @debeybeh]

So empty

[Debbie Martinez @debeybeh]

28 years old pero nag ppost tussive vomiting 😭

[Debbie Martinez @debeybeh]

This aint happening ever again. This was on me for being so gullible.

[Debbie Martinez @debeybeh]

Feeling uneasy. Ugh. I dont like this feeling. Ok bye.

[Debbie Martinez @debeybeh]

Wala dyud ako interest makita ang pagmumukha mo. Jesus. 🙄🙄🙄

[Debbie Martinez @debeybeh]

Keeping my distance.