Today, I returned to my hometown and took my mother to the hospital. This has been my routine for the past few years. I also visited my father’s grave.I have no desire to waste my time becoming a fool who creates meaningless, submissive adult content (Femdom). Instead, I want to focus on showing gratitude to my family and making a meaningful contribution to society.Traveling since early this morning has left me physically tired, but I feel incredibly refreshed and in high spirits. I have decided to set aside time once a month to reflect on what I am truly living for. In my 20s and 30s, I failed greatly because I neglected to do this.