°˖✧◝♱ 𝔣𝔞𝔢 ♰◜✧˖°

𐙚⋆.˚ ⋆˙⟡ 22 - ednos - cw 63.5 kg - ugw 40 kg ⋆˙⋆｡° .˚ ཐིཋྀ -`✮´- under 17 dni -`⚝´- she/her -`✰´- pro recov -`⭒´-

[°˖✧◝♱ 𝔣𝔞𝔢 ♰◜✧˖° @decayedfaerie]

I’m 5’2 so I have started using the new bmi calculator but it makes me feel so awful lol. I know it’s probably really more accurate though, I really do have a small frame covered in lard 🫩🫩🫩

[🐾 ﹕𓏼 aya Ი ᰍ 🩵💜 @haramismoe]

me tweeting about killing myself and wishing i was skinnier:

[°˖✧◝♱ 𝔣𝔞𝔢 ♰◜✧˖° @decayedfaerie]

I got a little scared cause my weight stalled but im hitting my weekly goals (as of today yippee) so I guess I just gotta trust the process and stick to the plan :3. I feel so much better around food and I can have snacks in my house and not binge, and even at family dinners! :DD

[°˖✧◝♱ 𝔣𝔞𝔢 ♰◜✧˖° @decayedfaerie]

and don’t let this message fool you, he was saying this after saying if he saw me just out he wouldn’t date me. 🧍‍♀️ not tryna let things marsh my mellow but damn

[°˖✧◝♱ 𝔣𝔞𝔢 ♰◜✧˖° @decayedfaerie]

my life is one big fucking joke haha

[°˖✧◝♱ 𝔣𝔞𝔢 ♰◜✧˖° @decayedfaerie]

Break up or leave us out of right right ??? How would one even handle leaving after nearly a decade. We LIVE TOGETHER. WTF

[𝑱𝑱 @glittzangel]

my weight does define me actually

[°˖✧◝♱ 𝔣𝔞𝔢 ♰◜✧˖° @decayedfaerie]

Me in literally every fucking situation in my life current

[°˖✧◝♱ 𝔣𝔞𝔢 ♰◜✧˖° @decayedfaerie]

my life is one big fucking mistake. WTF man.

[angel 🪽 @angelcakebunnii]

seen this clothing tag on insta :/

[°˖✧◝♱ 𝔣𝔞𝔢 ♰◜✧˖° @decayedfaerie]

I had 2 McNuggets and a crunch roll yesterday and wtf my stomach hurts, but I don’t think it’s from lack of eating 😩 anyways just did dose 2, didn’t experience any weird side effects week 1 maybe slight anhedonia, but I’ve found that I’ve enjoyed some things differently

[°˖✧◝♱ 𝔣𝔞𝔢 ♰◜✧˖° @decayedfaerie]

I know we like to hate on peps as a society but the potential benefit it has to women with PCOS is something seriously worth considering. Lowkey miracle drug

[°˖✧◝♱ 𝔣𝔞𝔢 ♰◜✧˖° @decayedfaerie]

if I am understanding this research correctly… oh boy my life just got so easy 😙😙😙😙 YALL GONE HATE ME BY HALLOWEEN

[°˖✧◝♱ 𝔣𝔞𝔢 ♰◜✧˖° @decayedfaerie]

Update: so far I’ve not been physically hungry the same way im usually, had 1 protein shake and now I’m trying to finish my Lean Cuisine but it doesn’t look like that is happening,,, hasn’t even been 24 hours, am I just really sensitive to Reta or is this placebo or just normal?

[°˖✧◝♱ 𝔣𝔞𝔢 ♰◜✧˖° @decayedfaerie]

It’s official I just took my first dose of Reta officially joined the dark side 😚 I WILL KEEP YALL UPDATED. LMK IF YOU WANT A THREAD!

[°˖✧◝♱ 𝔣𝔞𝔢 ♰◜✧˖° @decayedfaerie]

RETA COMES IN TOMORROW. HOLY SHIT. HOLY SHIT. HOLY SHIT.

[lynn 🍮 @omadlynn]

losing weight you’ve already lost is actually the most depressing thing ever

[°˖✧◝♱ 𝔣𝔞𝔢 ♰◜✧˖° @decayedfaerie]

@aangelicbluee Mind you I’m not even close to obese anymore :/ 24.8 bmi

[°˖✧◝♱ 𝔣𝔞𝔢 ♰◜✧˖° @decayedfaerie]

I should just kill myself now

[°˖✧◝♱ 𝔣𝔞𝔢 ♰◜✧˖° @decayedfaerie]

@aangelicbluee We were both overweight like obese when we started dating and now he’s skinny so he thinks that it’s ok to say this shit to me lmao ☠️