dusty

🐾 food diary — ed # r twt — 18 — pro recov 🕊️

[dusty @decayforme]

Intro post + stats // edrtwt

He/Him FTM
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BMI 15.4
159 cm, dx An - R 7 ish years, Id argue An - BP these days.
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Disabled , Gi + heart + chronic pain
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Autism + other disorders
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Multifandom artist / writer .. Hannib@l, resid3nt evil, Mh@s L0V etc.
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@SuicideSweetz My mom once accidentally put up the pointer finger instead of the middle at me but accepted and owned it and I’m ngl that shit was peak rage bait

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@_r0cket_v0ltage Js be crazy together then 😿😿

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@krovpuskov Nods nods, that is the plan bc. I am desperate and need clarification but I can barely even pinch my eyebrow skin LMAO prolly just cooked 🤷

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@Viviannethedoll See how you eat on the App Store, I’m like 70%??? Sure it’s on android too ^^
It’s a pain to actually use tho imo ads every 0.2 seconds - fair warning

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Wiat!!

Feel like today I don’t have much to say, but much better than yesterday! I do feel horrid for eating those noodles though 😿
I went out the stores n got some things which was pretty fun, although not much else aside from that :’) getting out is always nice still

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@_r0cket_v0ltage No lit + it’s just fucking better that way man, it’s easier, you savor it more, I swear it js tastes better too but I’m willing to admit I’m crazy on that part LMAO

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@lalalosesweight MINE TOO she is already so old and small too😭 I couldn’t fast w her man idgaf I WILL eat if it means she will too it lit breaks my heart 🥹🥹

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@lalalosesweight Peakkk , could you maybe explain what the quest crispy texture is like ?? I want to try but I’m #horrified ngl <\\3

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@battystruggles I’m alright compared to the last few days so ykw a wins a mf win idgaf

Flare ups are horrible 😿 nothing makes things more miserable than waking and realizing how bad your symptoms are. I hope it chills out tho, October slide ain’t nothing to play about 🫩

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@lalalosesweight PLEASE 🙏 bitches LOVE haul pics

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@blackveilso_0 Will graham and Winston mention

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The text isn’t too visible here, I apologize but I’m also too lazy to go and fix it
Total intake ; 945-990 net : 725-775 cal

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@milknaicha Doing much better today :) thanks for the concern 🫶

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Dead Brothers birthday today , I was gonna go sit at his memorial and have lunch but mentally I just couldn’t.
Non aesthetic eats 4 today to match the misery and guilt I am feeling

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THIS IS OCT 2nd!!
Brain fog was gen eating me alive this day #embarrassing

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@lalalosesweight And After all that Turns out I’m treatment resistant 💀

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@lalalosesweight I gained round’ 120 lbs on antipsychotics in less than a year n was sent to the ward 20 ish times js for not taking them as a kid 🥹
And i genuinely believe this was the root cause of atleast half my issues bru

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@starvgirlh Type 🫩🫩🫩 shit

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@arvvoron They’re only 3.49 I do believe at Aldi too so I think it’s def worth trying!

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Average junkorexic haul

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@arvvoron I love them! They’re like a blander version (?) of the Oreo cookie w is the only part I like.
They come with a good amount , have a nice snap to them , not terribly sweet but they don’t taste like Ana either .
I’ve had them since I was a kid n loved them all throughout