@tetramorphed Where I’m from there’s a huge larp scene of “punks” who peacefully protest and wear face paint because…. it’s punk of course! (they would be appalled to see the way “punks” acted in the 1970s/80s)
Every time I’m considering to kms I have a notebook in which I will write a suicide note in and then relish in the shame and then carry on. This method has proven to be effective.