why would I cry on ur special day? feeling guilty that I can’t do something special for u again, the plan we made has been faded, maybe one day we can build ‘that’ plan again yaa dann.. sorry bc i ruin everything we made, im so sorry, my bad..🥹
If loving me felt difficult or draining, I am deeply sorry for the burden I added. I recognize that I am not the easiest person to understand or support, and I regret the moments I made things harder for you. My flaws and contradictions sometimes tested your patience and caused stress, though that was never my intention. I hope you could still see the love I was trying to express. If caring for me ever felt heavy, please know that I cherished every bit of affection you gave me, and I remain endlessly grateful for you.
tapi aku selalu show up and tell u secara tersirat, dgn cara aku masakin kamu, nenangin kamu pas ada masalah, ngelus kepalamu pas km udah ngelakuin hal yg terbaik, nge apresiasi km, dll. itu mungkin udah bisa dibilang bahasa cintaku, ya?
maaf kalau aku ngga pinter nge ekspresiin perasaanku, aku sayang banget sama kamu, aku ngga tau cara ngungkapin nya yang bener gimana, ajarin aku pelan pelan:(
aku jadiin akun bucin adan biar suatu saat nanti dia bisa bacain dan nyadar kalo ada yang cinta secara tulus sama dia, aku ngga mandang apapun di dia kecuali cara nge treatnya dia ke aku, aku ngerasa disayang terus sama dia😔
semoga bantalmu selalu nyaman pas tidur, nasimu selalu hangat tiap makan, jalanmu di permudah selalu sama Allah, dikelilingi orang orang baik, lancar selalu rezeki muu dan.