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tw sh ed / mental turmoil

[ʚɞ nat @decomposedheart]

I want to make a new pinned and change my user so this is the load bearing post

20, they/she
married lesbo
user used to be 400kcalz
active on edtwt since 2021 (different accs)
I like what i like and I have nothing to prove, im rotting away basically

edtwt , shedtwt

[𝐍𝐢𝐱 @corvusrexic]

Being an exercise addict is all fun and games until you get sick and suddenly everything is horrible for a couple of days and you can't even cope the way you normally would

[ʚɞ nat @decomposedheart]

bodychecks from yesterday

[ʚɞ nat @decomposedheart]

I am in so much pain I need her to come home

[ʚɞ nat @decomposedheart]

you dont need to eat just wait longer

[imalivebutimdead @j0ssyoursalad]

I love living in the times of end stage capitalism with the “your body will be punished for exerting yourself” disease.

[ʚɞ nat @decomposedheart]

I need to walk more im only ate 11k steps today but i feel so sick I cwnt move

[ʚɞ nat @decomposedheart]

I feel disgusted with myself when i exhibit symptoms of the disorders that i have like what do you mean im actually disabled 😄 no im just lazy and evil and I take advantage of everyone and im awful

[gigi ૮꒰◞ ˕ ◟ ྀི꒱ა | shedtwt !! @sikfukc]

when I’m abused and put through traumatic situations every single day and then everyone wonders why I act the way I do like guess what

[hawke @tauntifer]

the rate at which my ocd compulsions cause me to downward spiral needs to be studied

[ʚɞ nat @decomposedheart]

yog bowl 15 minutes

[Ly ‧₊˚♪ @Lylylimia]

I see people here talk about wanting to lose weight so their peers will be concerned and shit but have yall planned for what happens when people get tired of it?? Because after a while people will give up on you, sickness becomes a normality until all you feel like is a burden

[ʚɞ nat @decomposedheart]

why is it never enough

[⁺༝꒰ྀིྀིྀིྀིྀིঌ𝐧𝐲𝐨𝐧໒꒱ིྀ༝⁺ @plvtterx]

im sad i just wanna get high

[dylan ꩜ @meowlimic]

wanting to not come off as a desperate chud when interacting with mutuals so i just ignore people but then seem like an entitled asshole There is no winning

[peach wobbler🌸 @st4rvingpeach]

when i try to eyeball measurements for my meal, then i doublecheck on the food scale and i’m correct

[ʚɞ nat @decomposedheart]

@dandelionteabag 🫂🐈‍⬛🖤🖤

[ʚɞ nat @decomposedheart]

im horrible

[ʚɞ nat @decomposedheart]

im such a burden I cant wait to die

[dandelion °❀ ࿔ @dandelionteabag]

I wish people would understand im having the best time when my face is completely expressionless and I have a blank distant stare. like trust me, im so excited to be here. If im smiling and looking at everyone im most definitely overwhelmed and want to shrivel up into a ball

[nel @centipxde]

everyone who has contamination paranoia and has to share spaces with genuinely messy dirty people should be given one million dollars daily and everyone should be very nice to them also