deeperself

the alternative voice of my life.

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Do you remember when you joined X? I do! #MyXAnniversary

DAMNNN. I’m old

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Wa fuck lah, this boss is really stressing me out.

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The sending of email wasn’t a big deal but I think I felt I wasn’t understood or trusted to work thrg things I think is best. So I triggered a lot of emotions and ended later on an outburst, which I cried.

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Didn’t expect to reach a pressure point just 2mths+ into the new job. Kinda broke down during my 1on1 with my RO.

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Just accumulated stress and piling work, and a time-sensitive need to take over from a colleague who had tendered. And the last tigger was just a “I find you sent out that email a little too late” from the boss 2 levels up.

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This new work is so fucking stressing me out

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Hai. I think I lost a friend. Can’t be sure but it seems that I’ve been blocked. No more replies since 2023, been unfollowed. And I can’t think of reasons other than that he became aware of the things that I do on my sexual/kinks side. 😔😔

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Hellooo! How’s everyone?
Anyone still remember me? 🙂

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@sweatyboi Wasn’t a poly kid

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As the years pass, each meet up with my uni cliques makes me feel more and more distanced from what used to be good friends.
Partly because I’m no longer working in the same industry as what I studied.
Also that I’m not good at keeping r/s.

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Some itchy mouth teammate just had to ask for our individual ratings for a training we all conducted, so the team lead made it available for everyone as well.

And it confirmed my guess that I was the lowest scoring one in the team. Now I’m so sad.

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Fuck. I think 我走心 already.
That feeling that I’ve been excluded in the core group at one of my freelance. 😔

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Opps, it was towards the end of the work day that I just realised I forgot to bring my work laptop 😅

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@omnomnomu Haha more like the way I present myself or speak :(

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So I’ve been told I’m a little 粗鲁。Sad.

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Following the ig of the gf so that I can see more of the cute bf.

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Every time when I attend a friend’s wedding, I’m like sincerely happy for my friends but I’m also like sad that I know I’ll never that have other half to settle down with 🙃

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@omnomnomu Think watch too much over the weekend, plus have had a convo with a friend before the weekend, so kinda got affected and feel a sense of loneliness

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Something quite stupid to do but sometimes I do like pat my own head, just to feel being pampered on 🙃

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Having that feeling sink deep