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i feel like my brain is shutting down I don't know what's weong with me but im mostly scared because i can never tell if i'm victkmizing myself subconsciously or not I dont want to be a bad person and im scared to go to the doctors because im so scared that if i go they're

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Everything feels so overwhwlming just normal things. the sound of the AC buzzing makes me want to rip off my ears ond the loght from my phone Makes me feel like my eeyes will fall out soon i need to go to target today but i dont know how im going to will myself to even leave my

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i'm scared im broken forever

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i cant do anything because all i can think about is how much i want to cut myself i feel like a failure and im so embarrassed to be me

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i feel like no matter what i do i dont know how to be happy im scared it will never be natural

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how do i always mess everything up for myself

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i know ive changed but im scared itll never go away and ill live with debilitating guilt forever

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i feel so disgusted with myself for everything ive done i dont want to be that anymore

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i feel so disgusted with myself for everything ive done i dont want to be that anymore

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im tired of being happy and normal i want to ruin my life

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i feel like im losing myself even more than i already have, everything seems so pointless and i dont know what to do

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trying to get better seems so worthless when getting worse is so easy and safe to me

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thinspo cameo in my psych textbook!

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i dont want to get better anymore this is so tiring i just want to relapse and get worse and worse and worse and eventually kll myself i feel like i dont deserve to be alive but i cant get worse But its so hard doing this

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i havent felt the need to look at this account ever so moots if u want to keep in contact follow my insta @/00eeow this is my last post forever and ever byee :3

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@rarityrib

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recovery has been going so well i feel so wonderful i really hope that i dont relapse and i truly hope you all are able to recover as well when you're ready i promise the grass is greener on the other side