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lbmi: 16 𑣲 #edtwt #рпп ୨୧

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︵ loves btxt, apples, snoopy .ᐟ
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♡ / ↻ to be moots .ᐟ

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@ssoobcake HAPPY BIRTHDAYYY

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@ibyaerii this is beautifulll

[☥ @rosiesrib]

summer is only fun when you’re skinny

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@nymfettes LMAOOO

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@ibyaerii goodmorningg

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@starcandycals I LOVE THIS GIFFFF

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hopefully this saves my 20 day streak

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id purge right now but i dont want my face to look swollen plus i dont know how soon ill have to go to the clinic again and i should be getting ready now

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id purge right now but i dont want my face to look swollen plus i dont know how soon ill have to go to the clinic again and i should be getting ready now

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okay looked it up and that amount could easily be water retention + food weight and a result of my exercise these past 2 days so hopefully im not doomed yet and i dont look fat as hell and haven't gained fat

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i need to calm down i just have to try lower my intake as much as possible and pace more also i lowkey ate a couple hours ago and drank a ton of water so maybe that might be why too ???.... HOPEFULLY.

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oh my god im gonna kill myself i actually gained somehow ive literally been weighing what i eat whenever i can too i need to die NOW ive been able to see certain bones on my body more clearly though im gonna kms

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oh my god im gonna kill myself i actually gained somehow ive literally been weighing what i eat whenever i can too i need to die NOW ive been able to see certain bones on my body more clearly though im gonna kms

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ive been eating below my maintenance but i still feel like ive gained so im still avoiding that scale but i feel like weighing myself rn either way because what if i look fatter when they see me

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ive been eating below my maintenance but i still feel like ive gained so im still avoiding that scale but i feel like weighing myself rn either way because what if i look fatter when they see me

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@snoopysblogs i have to get a dietitian soon too and im terrified now 💔💔

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“EDTWT ARE SO EVIL THEY ENCOURAGE U TO GET WORSE AND DIE AND TELL U TO JUMP” average edtwt comment section:

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just got told i have to get ready for another visit at that clinic KILL ME ALREADYYY

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𝜗ৎ | 02022026
- 847kcal
- steps × (will do extra today)
- burned cals ✓

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𑣲 february
accountability thread ୭𓈒ㅤׂ 𝜗ৎ .

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𝜗ৎ | 01022026
- 920kcal
- steps ✓
- burned cals ✓

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@Yuichi_heaven its awful because they were a safe space but not anymore

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feeling like leaving fandom spaces even if they make me happy

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what do you do when your only real safe space at the moment stops being one i need a tutorial kinda 🤣🤣🤣🙏🙏🙏🙏

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its funny how talking about mental health or attributing things to mental health is normal and acceptable but actually being and behaving mentally ill isn't i need to kill myself