Family has in effect cut me off , they don’t even know I’m a tranny, they just cut me off because they don’t care, and left me out to rot in the street, and for me, that confirms my dilemma on if I should come out to my family or not. For awhile I thought that it’d be in my best interest not to come out to my extremely conservative family, for the sake of not going homeless and Ect, but my inaction and vulnerability of relying on people who only harm me, has caused the same result without any of the repercussions and retaliations of coming out, so there’s no point in not telling my family! I’m just trying to live. I really am just a bit heartbroken or whatever. I thought I could rely on my family, but they have almost completely abandoned me. Almost everything in life up until this moment has been to make my family proud, to notice me, to recognize me, and to just be thrown away like that after all I’ve done, it kinda just hurts. I know I have to put myself first , but I didn’t think i would learn this harsh truth in the manner that I have.
I realized that trans women have the same mentality as 40 year old evangelical mothers who think they’ll never be
Good enough for god so they just say a bunch of words to belittle themselves as if it will help them at all reach enlightenment of any kind
True, it’s been utterly hopeless for me. But just like Oswald Spengler says, we must commit to our part and die honorably, like the Roman soldier standing watch during the eruption of Vesuvius…. That’s what it means to be a thoroughbred tranny..