🎄𖦁 𝒟ℯℯ𝓇 ៵ 🦌 ࣪ ִֶָ ⋆

🩷 19 • She/Her • Asexual ❤️
🧠 PDD • GAD • BPD 🤧
🪞 HBMI 25s • LBMI 18s • Maintaining 20s 🏋‍♀️
🥗 Salads • Body Checks • Step Counts 👟

[🎄𖦁 𝒟ℯℯ𝓇 ៵ 🦌 ࣪ ִֶָ ⋆ @deeronadiet]

Why is trying not to cut actually difficult lately i'm not used to having to try so hard this fucking sucks.

[🎄𖦁 𝒟ℯℯ𝓇 ៵ 🦌 ࣪ ִֶָ ⋆ @deeronadiet]

@almajjn Always a good thing

[🎄𖦁 𝒟ℯℯ𝓇 ៵ 🦌 ࣪ ִֶָ ⋆ @deeronadiet]

@buttremilck @Lylylimia Like pick a lane LMAOOOOO

[🎄𖦁 𝒟ℯℯ𝓇 ៵ 🦌 ࣪ ִֶָ ⋆ @deeronadiet]

@imphaemous Ahaha i get why itd feel weird lol

[🎄𖦁 𝒟ℯℯ𝓇 ៵ 🦌 ࣪ ִֶָ ⋆ @deeronadiet]

I think that if I could feel myself dying I would still be a little scared

[bug girlfriend @lo_saturna1ia]

how it’s been

[ethan @psycicosis]

@littldiary I wish people knew more about malnutrition induced psychosis,

& there is a BIG difference when ppl say “I have body dysmorphia i never do this!” (feeling insecure in the mirror sometimes)

and full on body dysmorphia disorder which is in DELUSION HALLUCINATION TERRITORY🫩

[lily @pinkxdp]

@littldiary people always seem to forget it's EATING DISORDER twt. obviously a disordered person won't be able to see themselves clearly :(

[timothy 𝜗𝜚 @littldiary]

i wish people would realize that when you’re disordered, you’re quite literally delusional. when a bmi 13 person says they’re fat, to them, they really are. they’re seeing a completely different person in the mirror & it makes me so sad when people bully them

[🎄𖦁 𝒟ℯℯ𝓇 ៵ 🦌 ࣪ ִֶָ ⋆ @deeronadiet]

I rewatched Frozen last week so now I'm gonna rewatch Inside Out hehehe i love crying

[🎄𖦁 𝒟ℯℯ𝓇 ៵ 🦌 ࣪ ִֶָ ⋆ @deeronadiet]

My dumbbells are so girly pop 💞

[🎄𖦁 𝒟ℯℯ𝓇 ៵ 🦌 ࣪ ִֶָ ⋆ @deeronadiet]

Weighted squats is so difficult for me and im only using 8kg 😭😭😭

[CHRISTMAS 🐏 of JOLLYtwt!🎄 @evilsheepie123]

sheepie.. christmas edition!! 🎄🎁🎁🎄🦌🦌🎁❄️🦌🦌🎄⛄️❄️🦌YAYYY

[🎄𖦁 𝒟ℯℯ𝓇 ៵ 🦌 ࣪ ִֶָ ⋆ @deeronadiet]

Guys im in the clerb

[🎄𖦁 𝒟ℯℯ𝓇 ៵ 🦌 ࣪ ִֶָ ⋆ @deeronadiet]

Im also back to my original weight from when i was 14 before all of this mess started so maybe it could feel like getting healthy from when i used to basically only eat bread 😭😭😭 i walked just as much back then like three hours a day.

[🎄𖦁 𝒟ℯℯ𝓇 ៵ 🦌 ࣪ ִֶָ ⋆ @deeronadiet]

I feel like I am able to recover now if I wanted to because I became slightly UW... idk because I've had sort of ortho tendencies in the past like when 16 and im kind of addicted to exercise atp in my life so if i lapsed back into "health" obsession would i be happier then...

[🎄𖦁 𝒟ℯℯ𝓇 ៵ 🦌 ࣪ ִֶָ ⋆ @deeronadiet]

I feel like I am able to recover now if I wanted to because I became slightly UW... idk because I've had sort of ortho tendencies in the past like when 16 and im kind of addicted to exercise atp in my life so if i lapsed back into "health" obsession would i be happier then...

[🎄𖦁 𝒟ℯℯ𝓇 ៵ 🦌 ࣪ ִֶָ ⋆ @deeronadiet]

@Lylylimia Ngl with how much sugar i used to eat i qouldnt be surprised if i was actually pre diabetic and just didn't know 😭😭😭 lowkey scared to go back

[🎄𖦁 𝒟ℯℯ𝓇 ៵ 🦌 ࣪ ִֶָ ⋆ @deeronadiet]

Gained weight but also muscle so its ok

[🎄𖦁 𝒟ℯℯ𝓇 ៵ 🦌 ࣪ ִֶָ ⋆ @deeronadiet]

@veryberryhungry Skinny + adorable pj's + gorgeous hair oomf is so beautiful and goals 💞💞

[🎄𖦁 𝒟ℯℯ𝓇 ៵ 🦌 ࣪ ִֶָ ⋆ @deeronadiet]

Took a lil break after walking now im gonna do my actual workout hooray