castiel of shedtwt

• 21 • he/it • 5,3 • sw:151 • cw: 134 • gw1: 130 • ugw: 105 • edtwt •

[castiel of shedtwt @deerteeth3]

intro post
#shedtwt #edtwt

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✩ duck
✩ 5,3
✩ 21

sw: 150lbs/68k
cw: 142lbs/64k
gw1: 140lbs/63k
gw2: 130lbs/58k
ugw: 105lbs/47k

✩ autistic did system
✩ ana and mia
✩ ed tumblr vet
✩ pro recovery/anti fatphobia

[castiel of shedtwt @deerteeth3]

i got back from my trip and then my cat died, the world hates me and i cant be happy for more than a day

[soleila 🍨 (inpatient) @soleilastarves]

hate ppl who think anorexia and bulimia are only for girls, i’ve met plenty of men here who struggle with them. their triggers, experiences and factors that caused it may differ, but it’s still a mental disorder. it doesn’t matter what you identify as, eds don’t discriminate 🫩

[𓏵 Niikoshi ͜͜ 𓈒ˎ @k4tsukinb]

how "oh yeah i have depression too!" mfs act when someone says that their room is infested with bugs because they physically cannot clean it

[mahrukh @parhloumahrukh]

UNPOPULAR OPINION: your body not letting you cry is worse than crying

[castiel of shedtwt @deerteeth3]

i know there is no actual way to take a break from this god awful disorder but im going to try to eat semi normally on my trip, its gonna be hard cause i normally eat 200 calories every three days and going from that to upping my intake freaks me out but im going to try for my bf

[castiel of shedtwt @deerteeth3]

how i feel dizzy and nauseous on my way to the airport hobbling with my cane on so much medication

[castiel of shedtwt @deerteeth3]

got a flight today and im so nervous ive been puking all morning aughhh i just hope i dont throw up on the flight, im not even scared of planes idk why im so nervous

[kanna ⋆˚࿔ @kaane0]

#edrtwt i wish i looked as disordered as i feel

[blaire @pissshit90001]

Who up letting their thoughts consume them

[enna 🪽 @enna246]

chestbone bc (_ _).｡o○ #edrtwt

[angel 🐾 @irlyaoigod]

i really really wish i wasn't so sad all the time but no matter what i do i always just end up feeling the same

[ً @Ykkotsu]

i think i just exist to watch everyone else around me do cool shit, have friends, have normal lives

cause like im never achieving shit myself, no purpose and what not