The ability to put down & disconnect from the weight of the aftermath of someone else’s deceit, manipulation & lack of care to then see who they really are, is one of those evolved spaces of self respect you’ll ever get to.
one thing about tables, baby… they always turn. don’t think you can plant chaos in someone else’s life and rest easy. what you create comes back dressed as your reality. karma doesn’t miss… it remembers.
imagine losing access to my laugh, my weird questions, my uplifting reminders, the way i see life, the depth of my conversations, my spark and most of all, my love and presence
The ugliest thing about me is my anger and it's crazy because i'm so laid back, i really am a calm person, i don't even be doing all that. i just hate feeling disrespected or played, it turns me into a whole different person, i react first and think later.
unhealed trauma makes you tolerate so much shit you don't deserve because you don't want to lose people. healing makes you realise; losing them is better than losing yourself. you finally understand that some people don't deserve access to you, no matter how much you love them.
Welp he did something that completely ruined my perception of him and all of my good feelings are gone and replaced with indifference and disgust! IM FREEEEEEE
unhealed trauma makes you tolerate so much shit you don't deserve because you don't want to lose people. healing makes you realise; losing them is better than losing yourself. you finally understand that some people don't deserve access to you, no matter how much you love them.