@aurahack Bethesda excel at making game worlds but they rarely ever know what to do with them. It's so frustrating because devs with a fraction of their resources do so much more with a lot less, but Bethesda are hellbent on "refining" a gameplay loop that isn't very engaging.
I try to scream onto a canvas and the audience to view it shrinks with every day. I wake up every morning wondering how long I can keep making living doing this. It's suffocating. I just want to create.
my goofy little drawings were meant to be escapism but it's all part of the same attention ecosystem that grinds people down over time. maybe I need a break.
every website is becoming more irritating to use, and because the internet has become consolidated into an ever decreasing number of huge websites there's no alternative. you're stuck with this bullshit.
I feel like I've been neglecting my coloring skills lately even though this month has been one of my most productive.
I've had too many ideas for drawings, once I sketch one thing out I want to draw another.
drawing feet is great because you look up drawing references and most of them suck because most people can't draw feet and you look up photos and you'll get horrific medical pics of foot diseases
and if you get good at drawing feet you'll be considered a foot fetishist, fml