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sick 🤝 she/they

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the lil hamster that keeps my brain running is about to turn into nick miller attempting to use a treadmill.

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y’all are still on snapchat? older than 20 and an avid streak sender/ story poster… i see…

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annoying too actually

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knowing better gets boring sometimes

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drive through topanga with any tennis album front to back in stereo w an adjusted equalizer. everything will reset itself. an overwhelming state of zen shall engulf you 🤓

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but fr go listen to “face down in the garden”

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tennis (band). that’s it.

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it has come to my attention that billy joel’s “zanzibar” is in fact nearly seven whole minutes long.

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bacari picnic at fontaines at hollywood forever. #lit #insufferable

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astounded by both the amount and extent of illiteracy that surrounds me digitally and physically. it’s greatly disheartening 🤞

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it’s insane how little people read

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it’s pinback season

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when i actually sit down and do what im supposed to (at the last possible second)- unstoppable.

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i DID in fact find myself holding space.

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do you ever just- “fuck this. i’m taking my dog and we’re moving to new york”

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daily routine? well uhh… avoid/escape/zone out, organically transition into a depersonalization episode and become extremely scared about it, sob, warm shower n skincare, lock in, cry more (gentle version), ice face, clock tf out

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the cuntiest podcasts and idles/viagra boys/gang of four/yard act bootleg media consumption combo

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the feminine urge to watch paranorman

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i retract this. let the stenographer know please.

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not admitting that i’ll never get over it but if they objected at my wedding in 15 years i’d call it off