jane (recovering)

recovery twt | 18| ☕️🛸🌲

[jane (recovering) @deIusionaldiary]

@cammiescounting thank u so so much ml <3 i am going to try and accept the many struggles that are yet to come but i really want to face them and get through this forever, happy new year and i wish u all the best 💕

[jane (recovering) @deIusionaldiary]

deleting this account for good on new year’s day i think, time to leave this all behind forever and hopefully fully recover and build a new and healthy life for future me

[jane (recovering) @deIusionaldiary]

@softyzof thank u sm, i wish you all the best and i hope everything works out well for you too!! 🫶🏻

[jane (recovering) @deIusionaldiary]

@dashirasdiary tysmmm💕💕

[jane (recovering) @deIusionaldiary]

created a new account to document my recovery journey DM if u want the @
i’ll be deleting this account tmrw 🥲

[jane (recovering) @deIusionaldiary]

thank u all for the support and wishes on my last tweet i’ll miss interacting with everyone so much, i hope one day you can all get free from your disorders too ily 🫶🏻 i might make a new account for recovery to post on so if anyone wants to follow that DM me + i’ll send u the @)

[jane (recovering) @deIusionaldiary]

@nocturnaNympha thank you!! happy new years to you too ❤️

[jane (recovering) @deIusionaldiary]

@imexhaustedugh thank you soooo much <3

[jane (recovering) @deIusionaldiary]

@taylorlxoxoxo tysm 💕

[jane (recovering) @deIusionaldiary]

@softyzof do it!! it’s gonna be incredibly hard but hold on to the part of you that wants a life free from this and try to take the leap of faith!! you deserve to be happy and free 💕

[jane (recovering) @deIusionaldiary]

@miffys_house thank u so so much 🫶🏻

[jane (recovering) @deIusionaldiary]

@blueb3rrystars thank u sm lovely, you too 💗

[jane (recovering) @deIusionaldiary]

@strawbevaa LOOKS INSANE OMG 😍

[jane (recovering) @deIusionaldiary]

@mollylivess YAYYYY IM SO HAPPY FOR U !!!!

[jane (recovering) @deIusionaldiary]

@mousemunches gouda

[jane (recovering) @deIusionaldiary]

choosing recovery (again) but for real this time i’m gonna commit and hopefully never look back, i will prob delete this account on new years but i’ll still be on here til then just only interacting with recov accounts probs ily all and you all deserve to fully recover one day

[jane (recovering) @deIusionaldiary]

@strawbevaa i usually just use xanthan gum and protein powder or sometimes vegan gelatin from tesco in my creamis and they all have turned out great for me before i haven’t tried using pudding mix before but angel delight powder sounds like it would definitely work, hope urs turns out yummy!

[jane (recovering) @deIusionaldiary]

i don’t even know where to start with recovery tho because i always relapse after a few weeks max so please anyone if u read this HOW do i fully commit and get out of this i feel so lost and trapped and i wanna die all the time bc of how much this is slowly ruining my life

[jane (recovering) @deIusionaldiary]

as much as i despise my body and hate how i look even tho i’m technically ’underweight’ by BMI standards and how much i hate how i look even more when i’m at a ‘healthy weight’ i do not want to let this disorder kill me and it’s ruining my life and i’ve lost all my teen years -

[jane (recovering) @deIusionaldiary]

i want to delete my account on here and try to leave this all behind and get my life back but i feel like i don’t deserve it and i don’t know how to stop, would u all hate me if i tried to recover for good?