Evan

millennial in their relapse era | -20 dni

[Evan @bratterypowered]

At my lowest point mentally but also at my lowest weight in a long time. A win is a win?

[Evan @bratterypowered]

Reached my most fucked up ED and alcoholism level today. Didn’t eat all day so I could down a bunch of beers and not gain

[Evan @bratterypowered]

I feel like one of them is going to come up to me trying to be polite and say like. Hey lady, idk if you realized but you kind of have a mustache. Lmao

[Evan @bratterypowered]

my T stache is starting to become like undeniably noticeable. I wonder if my coworkers are ever going to point it out.

[Evan @bratterypowered]

I live in the south and my coworkers are all women who often address everyone like “hey ladies” “hey girl”. I’ve had top surgery for years and have short hair and present very masc so I’m like?? Who r u calling lady 😅

[Evan @bratterypowered]

I’ve recently binged s1 of the artful dodger and dawkins gives me immense gender envy. I would like to steal his gender and his slutty little vest

[Evan @bratterypowered]

I’m gonna have to buy a whole bunch of new clothes soon. Like that’s exciting and something I’ve dreamed about. But also a whole new wardrobe is expensive 😩

[Evan @bratterypowered]

I’m beyond happy that I’m losing weight but all my favorite clothes are slowly getting to big on me and it’s making me kinda sad too.

[Evan @bratterypowered]

I put on a jacket I love today that I hadn’t worn in a bit and it looked stupidly big.

[Evan @bratterypowered]

@confideinm3 It’s giving photoshoot in the bathtub trying to look artsy for your tumblr blog in 2010

[blue @bluewmist]

The fastest way to lose confidence is breaking small promises to yourself. Do what you said you would do. Always.

[Evan @bratterypowered]

I’ve had a consistent workout routine for four-ish months now and my body craves the endorphins. I hate when I’m too busy to get to the gym.

[Evan @bratterypowered]

If you’ve been out of an exercise / gym routine for a while, it’s crazy how quickly your brain forgets that it feels good and only selectively remembers the difficult bits.

[Evan @bratterypowered]

I moved states and it’ll be about a years time when I see my best friend again in March. I know it’s horrible, but looking slimmer than she’s ever seen me before by our reunion motivating the fuck out of me.

[Evan @bratterypowered]

And I just put on a hoodie that I hadn’t worn in a long time and it felt so loose. omg it feels amazing to feel and see the progress of my diet and gym efforts. 🥹🙏🏼🥰

[Evan @bratterypowered]

all but two of the smallest pairs of pants in my closet fit now!! and I’m SOO close to fitting in them 😭🙌🏼 I’ve been holding onto my “skinny” pants for years and they finally fit again!! they’re a size 8 which isn’t small but damn I was holding steady at a 14/16 for a long time!

[Evan @bratterypowered]

I had under 1000c yesterday, worked out, and somehow gained today?? I know there’s a lot of reasons that could be. But still, thats rude.

[Evan @bratterypowered]

I live thousands of miles away now so it’s a moot point. But like. What??? Also I thought I had their number blocked. Guess not.

[Evan @bratterypowered]

My ex texted me out of nowhere tonight to say they’ve been thinking about me and hope I’m doing well!? I haven’t talked to them in 2 years almost to the day. and /they/ broke up with me!! Chat wtf

[Evan @bratterypowered]

I’ve been saving two favorite pairs of pants for years to finally be able to fit into them again and I tried a pair on today. AND IT FIT!! 😭 I’m so happyyyy