What you could not accomplish from January to October; in the next 2 months (November to December, you will accomplish them.
A fresh anointing is coming upon you
#HallelujahChallenge
I've noticed that Muslim convert to Christianity are more passionate and fearless in preaching the gospel of Christ. I've worked with thousands of them and I can tell you that their boldness is second to none
Bro to bro, when you win
I hope you don't forget the lessons that losing taught you.
I hope you don't forget the strength it took you to rise again.
I hope you don't forget the ones that stood by you when you were figuring it out.
I hope you stay true to your yourself.
I AM SCARED THAT I MIGHT DIE, AND NOBODY KNOWS HOW MUCH PAIN I AM LIVING WITH. 💔😭
I have rewritten this post countless times because I don't even know how to explain what is happening to me anymore. My life is falling apart, my body is failing me, and I am honestly scared that one day I might just collapse and never get back up.
Please, if you see this on your timeline, don't scroll past me. I am not asking for luxury. I am not asking for a comfortable life. I am simply begging for a chance to know what is wrong with my body and, hopefully, get my life back.
For a long time now, I have not been myself. I have tried different medications, hoping that one day I would wake up and feel normal again, but I keep getting worse.
I feel something heavy beneath my left rib. I urinate excessively. I get tired from the smallest activities. I sweat even when the weather is cold. I have a metallic taste in my mouth, pains in my stomach whenever I squat, and sometimes a sharp pain that leaves me frightened.
My heartbeat becomes irregular. Sometimes, someone simply closing a door is enough to make my heart race as though I am in danger. I cannot remember the last time I had a peaceful night's sleep. I experience disturbing, vivid dreams, and even when I close my eyes, my mind refuses to rest.
I have lost my appetite, yet my body keeps getting bigger. I struggle to walk long distances without becoming exhausted. Every day, I wake up wondering what is happening to me. Sometimes, my mind goes straight to the possibility of kidney problems, and the fear alone is becoming unbearable.
Last year, I went to the hospital and carried out some tests. The results showed a heavy growth of Staphylococcus aureus. Unfortunately, after paying for the tests, I barely had enough money left to pursue treatment.
A doctor recommended Augmentin, explaining that it could help treat the infection based on my test results. I couldn't afford much, so I managed my condition and kept hoping that somehow things would get better.
This year, I reached a point where I could no longer cope. I cried out for help here on X, and some incredibly kind strangers came through for me. Through their generosity, I was able to get two packs of Augmentin. I took one tablet in the morning and one in the evening for two weeks, as prescribed.
I thought that would finally be the beginning of my healing.
I prayed. I hoped. I waited.
But today, I am still here, struggling. I have seen no improvement. I still feel terrible, and the symptoms that have made my life unbearable are still there.
I don't know whether the infection is still present, whether something else is wrong, or whether there is another explanation for everything I am experiencing. I am not a doctor, and I don't want to keep guessing with my life.
Someone advised me to return to the hospital and repeat the necessary investigations, including urine, semen and blood tests, so I can find out what is actually happening.
I need 40,000 naira to carry out these tests. That is the amount standing between me and the opportunity to get answers about my health.
Please understand what it means to be sick and not have the money to find out why. To feel pain every day and be unable to do anything about it. To wake up frightened, go to bed frightened, and spend the hours in between pretending that you are fine because you don't know who else to turn to.
I am not lazy. I am not deliberately sitting around doing nothing. I am a young man who desperately wants to work, earn money, take care of himself and live a normal life. But this illness has made even the simplest things difficult. I can barely work the way I used to, and sometimes I cannot walk far without feeling exhausted.
The most painful part is that people see me from the outside, but nobody truly knows what I am carrying inside. Nobody sees the fear, the sleepless nights, the pain, the uncertainty, or the silent tears.
2 years ago today, I was signing out of Nysc.
In the past 2 years, my life has changed in drastic ways.
Got a job in New Zealand
Residency in New Zealand
Permanent residency in Canada
Physiotherapy license in Canada
I can live and work in multiple countries/jurisdictions at will.
And so much more I can’t even start to mention..
God is so so good 🥹