noot noot

25 he/him SHEDTWT ONLY!!! MDNI

[noot noot @delicatehunger1]

Unpinning at 70kg

Will record my weight loss underneath this post
Hoping to get to 70kg by Xmas

[noot noot @delicatehunger1]

@Reagan11037 @Foreverrtired07 Don’t think it won’t happen. After ~8 years of sh-ing I eventually got an infected stryo and had to go on antibiotics for it :/ I even cleaned it and everything and it still got infected

[Femator ☠︎︎ @Foreverrtired07]

Sh aftercare and risks for any who needs it.
(I don’t know who to credit but I did NOT make this)

#shedtwtt #shtwtt #988twt

[noot noot @delicatehunger1]

@34leafclover I like to step on it 3-4 times to make sure 😗

[noot noot @delicatehunger1]

I’m fed up of myself and what I’ve done to myself

[noot noot @delicatehunger1]

I actually hate how self aware I am
I hate how much I know I’m damaging myself with my self destructive behaviour but yet I still do it
I know ways to make myself feel better
I know the dangers of my behaviours
I know the consequences

[noot noot @delicatehunger1]

Yet I still fucking do them

It’s a constant everyday battle with myself and I’m tired of it
Therapy didn’t do shit for me apart from make me more miserable then I was when I was actively self harming myself

[marlow ✧･ﾟ @marleavemealone]

what happens when you call am ambulance for sh/si:
( and what happens when you present to ed)

a thread for #shedtwt/#shedrtwt/#shrtwt/#edrtwt/#edtwt

likes + rts appreciated for reach :)

[noot noot @delicatehunger1]

Weighed in at 87kg this morning as I did binge and drink last night

Weighed in at 86.2kg this evening (bad idea I know but idc)
Now to binge and drink again cause I’m a miserable cunt 😀

[noot noot @delicatehunger1]

Unpinning at 70kg

Will record my weight loss underneath this post
Hoping to get to 70kg by Xmas

[noot noot @delicatehunger1]

Maintained again

[daisy 🧛🏻‍♀️ @starvinm0nster]

i need to get rid of my ‘well i’m already fat so i may as well eat anyway’ mentality before i become 600lbs 😭😭😭😭😭

[🦢 ୨ৎ alice @meowryugu]

why does losing weight take time i want to lose weight NOW

[vie ᕱ⑅ᕱ @lovesickvie]

does anyone else live in a constant state of dread feeling like they’re lowkey wasting their life and that everything they do is pointless

[scenker @chibest_up]

Rumination

[ulfat @ulfatmirrr]

I'm in a heavy phase where I don't even fully understand what I'm going through. I just know I'm overwhelmed, upset, and carrying too much at once

[feelings ღ @eternaltxts]

Unfortunately I'm passively suicidal all the time and actively suicidal in recent days but fortunately I have no plans to do anything about it

[bmi FAT @silversmore555]

watching a non disordered person lose weight while i’ve been gaining and losing the same 10lbs

[noot noot @delicatehunger1]

@puppystarves It’s honestly way too normalised here. I remember when I opened up about my SH to a coworker and when I said how I was cutting down to fat his face was everything it needed to tell me. The true shock and horror on his face made me realise how non-normal it was

[noot noot @delicatehunger1]

@calwhoric Malteser reindeer my beloved omg. Have you had the gingerbread ones? I find them quite nice