DEAR ADEL,

𝘺ou speak my name and the dead thing in my chest flickers, an ember quivering forgotten in the heart of a lump of coal.

[DEAR ADEL, @delicatelyhim]

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[DEAR ADEL, @delicatelyhim]

Today I borrow some laundry from Adelard. ^ _ ^

[𓉸ྀི ˘ 𝓎𝘰𝘶𝘳𝘴 ʾʿ ໒꒱ ۪۪ ྀ @hitoguiuta]

dissolve me in your gaze ，i don’t want to let you go. please ，leave me scars. please ，hurt me so that not a single drop of me remains.

[𓉸ྀི ˘ 𝓎𝘰𝘶𝘳𝘴 ʾʿ ໒꒱ ۪۪ ྀ @hitoguiuta]

ask me to stay ，﹠ i will. i will drop everything else if you ask me to stay.

[DEAR ADEL, @delicatelyhim]

21.03.25 #ADDIE #ADELARD

MY ADEL MY ADEL MY SWEET ADEL ❤️

[DEAR ADEL, @delicatelyhim]

I want to squeeze Adelard cheeks.
I want to kiss his cheeks down to his feet.

[DEAR ADEL, @delicatelyhim]

Today too, Adel looks very pretty.

[DEAR ADEL, @delicatelyhim]

Aaaah, my Adelard is so warm. I will remember every single things about you.

I will come back tomorrow, next week, next month. I will make my days worth of you, @effervesccnt.

I will help get used to my touch, aching for my kiss, desperate of my presence.
Adel, Adel, My Adel…

[DEAR ADEL, @delicatelyhim]

I slide into the bed, the sheets cool against my skin. My hand hovers for a moment, trembling with anticipation before I let it glide across his cheek.

A careful caress, soft enough not to wake him. The sleeping aid I slipped into his water earlier is working perfectly.

[DEAR ADEL, @delicatelyhim]

My hands move lower, slipping under the hem of his shirt and let my fingers splay across him, possessive and greedy.

I trace the lines of his ribs, the curve of his waist, mapping every inch of him as if committing it to memory.

[ً @aslovewept]

pretty baby, please don’t ever leave me.

[𓉸ྀི ˘ 𝓎𝘰𝘶𝘳𝘴 ʾʿ ໒꒱ ۪۪ ྀ @hitoguiuta]

the look of love ，the rush of blood.

[DEAR ADEL, @delicatelyhim]

My tongue traces the curve of his mouth, savoring the warmth and faint taste of Adelard.

[DEAR ADEL, @delicatelyhim]

I lean close until my breath mingling with his. My lips brush against his forehead, then trail down to his.

𝙏𝙞𝙢𝙚 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙣𝙞𝙜𝙝𝙩 𝙠𝙞𝙨𝙨, @effervesccnt.
Adelard soft lips parted ever so slightly, and I can’t resist.

[DEAR ADEL, @delicatelyhim]

I let the nightmares graze him just enough to remind him he needs me. ^^

[DEAR ADEL, @delicatelyhim]

I keep calling. No answer. He must be asleep again. I left the pills by his window but he doesn’t need them anymore. Not since I started watching. Not since I learned how he thrashes in the dark. How he whimpers.