All those things I could never make sense of suddenly made total sense: why people ignored me, why I was always alone at school, and why no one ever invited me into their friend group, even though I was funny and they actually enjoyed my company when it was just us one-on-one.
I learned the hard way that it's for the best for me to keep my private life private, not get involved or overly friendly with coworkers in my department, and also not pry at all into my departmental coworkers lives.
apartment is always clean and I always have clean clothes and sheets lol (I used to leave laundry till the last piece of clothing), here’s some things that helped.