scars

immune.

[scars @delxded]

same patterns, same efforts, but expecting different outcomes

[Charlotte @jancvenzon]

wait until you hear my side of the story :)

[scars @delxded]

i know i’ll be alright, just not tonight

[scars @delxded]

should i.. just leave?

[scars @delxded]

i’m at the age where i could really disappear and start fresh anywhere

[scars @delxded]

i’m so sorry, younger self

[scars @delxded]

this acc was created 12 yrs ago which what i thought would be my temporary escape became my greatest treasure to indulge in the pain

[scars @delxded]

and almost 8 years later we did not get anywhere further than this… still alive tho surprisingly

[scars @delxded]

8 years of depression; I’ve never even got to experience a proper childhood

[scars @delxded]

I’ll never be mature enough to handle people who walked out of my life. I still feel the pain so new like it was just yesterday even if it has been for years

[scars @delxded]

what happens when they found this side of me or worse; if they found this acc?

[scars @delxded]

i should’ve checked out at 25

[scars @delxded]

look at how fast they gave up on you

[scars @delxded]

and if he didn’t that just means he don’t love you as much as you thought

[scars @delxded]

if he wanted to he will

[scars @delxded]

never thought i’ll be back again

[scars @delxded]

i’m back at this shitty state of mind

[❤️‍🔥 @losingxhope]

i'm either just going to be numb or have extreme mood swings for the rest of my life i guess

[Bpd Boi @Suicidal_bpd]

i don't know what i'm doing, i never planned to live this long.