lydia | edtwt

recently relapsed, 21

[lydia | edtwt @demagcgia]

I’m so fat I don’t even get morning skinny anymore

[vic ★ @M0NST3REXIC]

"wannarexics" are disordered too because wanting or trying to be anorexic isn't normal behavior

[lydia | edtwt @demagcgia]

going to start running w my bf next week 🥰

[lydia | edtwt @demagcgia]

it sucks to be so obsessed with my appearance

[lydia | edtwt @demagcgia]

I literally hate myself so much, I just want to be skinny and pretty

[lydia | edtwt @demagcgia]

when exams are over and I'm back in my hometown I think I'll start running! I hate running, but it's so beautiful there I might just endure it

[lydia | edtwt @demagcgia]

omad 2day!!!!!! finally starting to restrict again after eating normally to stop a binge cycle

[lydia | edtwt @demagcgia]

hi guys, sorry for being inactive, I’ve been at my bf’s house all week, so no disordered behaviour

[lydia | edtwt @demagcgia]

bf’s first love gave him a better gift than I did (she’s also skinnier than me)

[lydia | edtwt @demagcgia]

also going to another party where THREE OF MY EXES will be there and also my ex’s gf

[lydia | edtwt @demagcgia]

currently at a party w my boyfriend, his first love (skinnier than me), and his only situationship ever

[lydia | edtwt @demagcgia]

currently at a party w my boyfriend, his first love (skinnier than me), and his only situationship ever

[lydia | edtwt @demagcgia]

a minha cara é tao masculina meu deus

[lydia | edtwt @demagcgia]

quero chorar pq sou horrorosa

[lydia | edtwt @demagcgia]

I haven’t been binging lately but i’ve been over eating sooo much, i need to restrict again

[lydia | edtwt @demagcgia]

@kaane0 protein bars, i just love to bit onto them idk

[lydia | edtwt @demagcgia]

@ir1s222 that’s what I’m sayinggg

[lydia | edtwt @demagcgia]

now why the hell is my bf inviting a girl who’s still not over him to his birthday

[lydia | edtwt @demagcgia]

I feel like even if i do reach my ugw I’ll be one of those wide skinny people yk

[lydia | edtwt @demagcgia]

@Yuri_InBloom @everpreciously omg are you fr??

[lydia | edtwt @demagcgia]

depending on the mirror im either a whale or not that bad idk what to believe

[lydia | edtwt @demagcgia]

NOW WHY THE HELL IS SHE ACTUALLY GOING

[lydia | edtwt @demagcgia]

now why the hell is my bf inviting a girl who’s still not over him to his birthday