not him

the path is clear

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everyday is a long strenuous conflict of the self

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“you give it your all, and yet it always feels as if it costs you nothing.”

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forwards

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cerificate maxxing mode activated

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the blurry lines between thought and action are slowly unraveling

thy bare self inching forward as the warmth graces my fingertips

almost there, almost free

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thy sorrows embrace warm and rough
violent disposition against reflections
left behind forgotten and abandoned
once every shard shatter and fall
they surround me with sharp tongues
overwhelming, paralyzing
no recourse i peer with teary eyes, ears relinquished
sorrows embrace.

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my attachment should not get in the way of the work

for my own good, for the good of all

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as long as i cant pinpoint the reasons why i did the things i did then no growth will ever take place

i will learn i will grow whatever it takes

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the silence is an indiscriminate teacher
it entertains every type of learner
the ones that agree and disagree
the opposed and the supportive
the loud and the quiet
the rebel and the conformist
without silence there is no lessons to be learned

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Filling this up would’ve been so much easier with you here ml

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I’m sorry Julia I hope you can forgive me

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hello mga ka x

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so far u ain’t him my guy

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it saddens me to witness someone give up and not even try

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MOTHERFUCKER make the RIGHT ADJUSTMENTS

shit pissing me off and u want in the game? yo LANKY ass cant even hold the ball

FUCK that game man it was HARDER than it had to be and we could've won for fucks sake

I release all my rage and regrets in order to move forward thank you.

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the area where the most SHOTS they make should be prioritised in defense. NOT ALL THE WAY UP THE HALF COURT LINE.

WE R ALREADY DISADVANTAGED IN THE REBOUND DEPARTMENT

DEFEND AND ANTICIPATE THE ONLY GUYS WITH THE MOST IMPACT, 2ND PRIORITY THE REST

COLLAPSE WHEN THEY GET INSIDE

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meyynnnn FUCK that

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my instincts were screaming at me and i wasn't able to listen

my pride n ego was in the way of my logical thinking

I badly wanted to win and that was the problem

the rage I felt in the moment really affected the outcome

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@camiebearrs

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where do our noise go when there is none to heed