Just A Shadow

Engineer. Foodie. Fantasy Book Enthusiast. Fine Arts Lover.

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Today at work is spent almost entirely fixing someone's shitty formatting. How do you have a PhD and have yet to figure out the numbers and bullets menu offered by microsoft word?!?

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feelings are so tasty. especially when someone turns down dessert

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i don't feel vindictive and passive aggressive every day. but today. today i do

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quote of the day "only dead people never get inconvenienced by their feelings"

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it's such a strange feeling to fit into a pair of pants from many years ago... and then decide after all this time you don't want them =/

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how much is letting oneself get trampled by someone else's need because it's too uncomfortable to admit or let down another with how much one cannot be another's everything.

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how much is equity part of the equation. to give more of ourselves than we want because we know the other has no on else.

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I haven't decided how I feel about the fact I have to separate the people I might have romantic interest into "touched my boobs during a first meet" and "did not touch my boobs during a first meet"

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breathe in. breathe out. resist the need to have the last word.

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some days you turn to face a demon and find that its wearing yours

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one of the most interesting social experiments I've had lately is discovering who at my workplace immediately assumes I speak Chinese.... and who at my workplace immediately assumes I only speak English.

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eating my feelings today. i had forgotten how tasty feeling could be

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accurate description of my life:

Me: .... is someone flirting with me? :furiously texts a friend:

Friend: Congrats. You have correctly identified one flirt.

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it's interesting when realizations are too little too late :shrug:

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my anxiety is not anger. it is not an affront.

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i ran out in the rain to take out the trash and it was the wettest 15 seconds of my life but somehow this is the happiest I've been in 2019.

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I am a hollow man
I am a stuffed man
My dried voice, when
I whisper
Is quiet and meaningless
As wind in dry grass
(bastardized from TS Elliot)

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it was the catharsis i needed but perhaps not the one i deserved.

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today i shouted into the void. it did not shout back nor did it steal the air from my lungs hungry like the vacuum of space.

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the words I spun were not the centripetal force to bring you closer but caused the centrifugal force to push you away.