the most i did was date men and make art of me and them... but heres the thing. i did not rlly make anything freaky and didnt rlly want to. i couldnt rlly see myself doing that with men, so i gen thought that maybe i was ace or REALLLYYY demisexual (im demiromantic but like yk)
(not judging her for that!! b ur best self even tho u kinda lied about me and broke girl code) so i just kinda assumed i couldnt stay in relationships since it was the same cycle of "do u wanna date" and me thinking "well it makes sense for us to date, we're close?"