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[. @deniseash9]

🌻

[. @deniseash9]

@danny_1818 thank you so much girl, it means alot truly

[. @deniseash9]

*something bad

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odd thing is, i have to touch or turn certain iteams a number of times or in my head, if i dont something will happen

[. @deniseash9]

only time i get anxiety is at night. i also have ocd. im always changing things,

[Marcus Graham @BeardedHero317]

Wouldn't mind seeing Girl's Trip Tonight

[. @deniseash9]

wow, lol like people are so nice. its crazy to me. thank you

[. @deniseash9]

sorry for being a downer lmao

[. @deniseash9]

@Qweeniey thank you. it feels good knowing that

[. @deniseash9]

damn lol i never told anyone that stuff about me... it kinda feels good actually

[. @deniseash9]

i just. im not looking for attention. im just going through a really hard time right now and talking helps me alot

[. @deniseash9]

i dont really have friends. i just feel lonely all the time and its fucking with me

[. @deniseash9]

i tend to do stupid shit when im sad or mad

[. @deniseash9]

my mind was racing. i almost even faked a pregnancy just to have him in my life in some type of form

[. @deniseash9]

because in my mind, it puts me at peace . like a temporary bandage over a wound

[. @deniseash9]

fucked up part is, i would do anything to have him back. i just.. i just wanted to touch him again

[. @deniseash9]

im just tired. i want to become such a better person and see sunlight again

[. @deniseash9]

im just so sorry. i feel this evil source just clinging onto me and idk what to do.

[. @deniseash9]

i have to come to terms with that but heartbreak is a slow struggle and battle to over come

[. @deniseash9]

how one person could have so much affect in your life. and i lost that

[. @deniseash9]

im still very much in love with and even after everything he put me through i still care. crazy right?