The Late Mr. McFish

Your new home for depression fueled tweets. professional chef & magician, hobbyist bowler, & Self-sabotage aficionado …

[The Late Mr. McFish @dennskymcfish]

I often wonder if i even deserve to smile that big ever again… i’m thinking not 🤷‍♂️

[The Late Mr. McFish @dennskymcfish]

Havent smiled this big in a long time before this day a year ago… & def havent smiled as hard since. 😖

[The Late Mr. McFish @dennskymcfish]

A year ago today was one of the happiest days of my life 😔

[The Late Mr. McFish @dennskymcfish]

“No snacks after school, & my stomach is full.
Gotta bring it to him hard as shit
I'll kick his ball over the fence to let the ninja know
Who yard is this!” - Beans

[The Late Mr. McFish @dennskymcfish]

“recess over for you playground ninjas.
Wouldnt shoot up a ladder, slide down a board
Fuck ya monkey ass bars when I'm swinging the four
Can't duck when I land shots
Get buried in a sandbox
Sharks in the water can't swim in the pool” - Beans

[The Late Mr. McFish @dennskymcfish]

RiP my mu fucking boy Box. Real stand up individual. Gonna be nothing but suckas left soon, i swear!! all the real ones getting took from us too soon.

[The Late Mr. McFish @dennskymcfish]

Work is the only distraction i have from the pain… i’ve reached my breaking point though. I got nothing left in me to keep fighting

[The Late Mr. McFish @dennskymcfish]

Lost my kids. Lost her. WhT else is left to loose but my life?

[The Late Mr. McFish @dennskymcfish]

Went to the ER & actually asked- scratch that- i actually BEGGED for help tonight… to put it simply, im going to die before i get the help i need

[The Late Mr. McFish @dennskymcfish]

People tell me to “have faith”. Have it in what, exactly? ER doctors want me to die, this growth in my neck wants me to die, no one wants to help me, & im the one in 24/7 constant pain…

[The Late Mr. McFish @dennskymcfish]

Just got discharged from the ER with no help. Good to know that as ready as i am to die… doctors are just as ready

[The Late Mr. McFish @dennskymcfish]

I dont know what to do about my pain but to drink

[The Late Mr. McFish @dennskymcfish]

@iJonDough 💯

[The Late Mr. McFish @dennskymcfish]

I plead with you all to not listen to our president. I implore you to listen to our scientific experts and just stay home!! Help me get help quicker!!

[The Late Mr. McFish @dennskymcfish]

This growth is bigger than a golfball now…

[The Late Mr. McFish @dennskymcfish]

I cry from the pain at least once a day, sometimes more. usually first thing in the morning… sometimes in the bathroom at work, or in my car, sometimes i just keep sending orders out letting tears of pain drip onto the packages i’m sending…

[The Late Mr. McFish @dennskymcfish]

The fact that i dont hit my ex EVERY SINGLE NIGHT is an absolute miricle. I dont know how im doing it

[The Late Mr. McFish @dennskymcfish]

Using alcohol to help numb the pain from this tumor…i dont know what else to do since they wont gove me pain meds. this shit is just growing in the meantime & my next test is scheduled for a month & a half from now because of this covid19 drama…

[The Late Mr. McFish @dennskymcfish]

@Flossalini I can. Im sort of an expert on self sabotage.

[The Late Mr. McFish @dennskymcfish]

The amount of pain i deal with on a daily basis would be unfathomable to most people