idk but i try to be kind for everyone, specially all my friend. i always there when they need me, but if i need them they always ignore me. when they have special days im always there for them and when i have special days no one care about it.
i think i just to overthink because i have nothing except them, i know i still have my parents but i need time for fun with my friends but they always make me they second choices or maybe im just their last option if they get bored.