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if you could read my mind you would be in tears

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Sick of crying,
Tired of trying,
Yes I'm smiling
But inside I'm dying

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i keep telling myself "never again" but i still find myself in the same situations feeling even worse than i did the first time around.

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"you've changed" "yes depression does that to people."

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fake happiness is the worst sadness

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the bravest thing I've ever done, is continue my life when I wanted it to end..

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I learned that people leave, even if they have promised a thousand times that they won’t..

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lost myself trying to please everyone, now i'm losing everyone else trying to find myself..

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I was doing okay but now the walls I built are falling down around me and I'm falling apart with them..

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and then suddenly I become sad for no reason and it takes me days to get over that feeling of being a mistake.

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I stopped talking about how I felt because I knew no one cared anyways..

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I can't pretend that I'm okay, I can't fake it anymore I'm hopeless, I'm helpless and I'm afraid that I'll never get better.

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they tell you to be yourself... then they judge you.

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isnt it sad when you get hurt so much you can finally say, "i'm used to it."

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it's getting bad again. And I don't know what to do. Or where to go. Or who to tell. Because no one really cares right?

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i don't think people understand how stressful it is to explain what's going on in your head when you don't even understand it yourself.

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i hated my life, cried every night, but I still woke up every day with a smile on my face

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i haven't felt alright for a long time.

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i've been sad for years.. you can't tell me it gets better.

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it feels like i'm waiting for something that's never going to happen..

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people do not die from suicide, they die from sadness

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we're all addicted to something that takes the pain away..