12 with the 3s

Just my sad account // Main: @PonTw3_ // i post my thoughts here, what my brain tells me.

[12 with the 3s @depressed_pone]

I am feeling better btw, life suddenly got so shit thay im now all good (?) But i feel better and happier thats what matters

[12 with the 3s @depressed_pone]

I miss being in love tbh..

[crow⚢🌱 @glitterpouts]

i feel so alone like if i dissappear people would probably notice, but truly mourn me? nah.

[vivi @mooncatvivi]

anytime i begin to get close to someone i almost become certain they will abandon me bc i am Too Much & annoying & disgusting i can’t shake this awful sense that if Anyone truly gets to know me they will be horrified by what i am underneath the human mask i pretend to wear

[liz @unrequiet]

people really dont like when you are always sad and something is Always happening to you

[12 with the 3s @depressed_pone]

After so long. She is somehow the only reason that make me go back to it.

[12 with the 3s @depressed_pone]

Feeling like surrendering to the voices today.

[12 with the 3s @depressed_pone]

So sad..

[12 with the 3s @depressed_pone]

And its probably one of the worst day of my life

[Pop Base @PopBase]

Today is International Day of Happiness.

[meru ⚢ @plaks4ngel]

its getting harder to talk to people again

[12 with the 3s @depressed_pone]

What even is the point to study? When no matter what you studied they will push you in an other field anyways?
Skills dont matter, knowledge dont matter. All you need is experience! Good luck finding that 👍

[12 with the 3s @depressed_pone]

Why do i even post on this account anyways. No one gives a shit how i feel

[12 with the 3s @depressed_pone]

I wish more people would talk to me. Am i scary? Why? Or ig they just dont wanna interact or waste time speaking with a crybaby or whatever.. idk.. maybe its just me..