mattiepattiepancake🇵🇸

Matt | he/they | former gifted kid crashout | research slut FREE PALESTINE

[mattiepattiepancake🇵🇸 @dercirq]

if ur seeing this, hai :3
I won’t bite (big maybe)

[mattiepattiepancake🇵🇸 @dercirq]

talking to all these people is energizing and draining at the same time…idk when i should respond or unmatch

[mattiepattiepancake🇵🇸 @dercirq]

damn the way to my heart is simply having a pet and paying up pet tax oml

[mattiepattiepancake🇵🇸 @dercirq]

like I literally was pulled from seeing a therapist I actually felt like I could open up to when I was a young teen because my mother thought I was manipulating him…I was literally still a child and going through a very turbulent transitional period in my teen life

[mattiepattiepancake🇵🇸 @dercirq]

I like to look over the notes my Drs submits after my visits to see what they documented (and also how they document). I was having fun reading over my psychiatry notes until I got to a line that reads “no history or abuse/trauma/neglect but chronic stress with gender diverse ID”

[mattiepattiepancake🇵🇸 @dercirq]

UGH MY THERAPIST WILL BE HEARING ABOUT THIS TOMORROW

[mattiepattiepancake🇵🇸 @dercirq]

like while s/h and s/I can happen without trauma, I don’t think it’s normal to have someone be a repeated self-harmer and attempter for almost a decade. could it just be MDD? Maybe. I highly doubt it in my case though.

[Anita Zsurzsan 🇵🇸 🕎 @iamjourjean]

Lukewarm take but therapy being only available to bourgeois people in the past century led to therapists not knowing how to treat working-class people like at all.

[Sorry Mom @sorrymompunk]

Harry Potter and the Deathly Swallows
Cumbledore
The Half-Chub Prince
Voldesquirt
Asskaban
Tom Diddle
Draco Mouthboy
Wingardicum Leviosuck
Expecto-a-bone-um!
Dong Weasley
Whorecrux
Bellatits Lestrange
9 and 3/4 (if it matters)
Order of the Penis
Hermione Banger
Moaning Myrtle

[mattiepattiepancake🇵🇸 @dercirq]

@SaeedDiCaprio go brazy

[mattiepattiepancake🇵🇸 @dercirq]

this was in reference to sending a photo to my s/o where i was pre-op and was showing visible cleavage

[mattiepattiepancake🇵🇸 @dercirq]

“OH SHIT TITS” has gotta be one of my funniest lines from this year

[toph @misanderist]

its x10 more gut wrenching. one of her teachers joined in on the bullying, acknowledging her as a roach & when she proceeded to fight back against those demons, SHE was suspended instead of them. now the school is denying its negligence. i pray for nothing but their suffering

[Aleks 🇵🇸 @no_shant]

Oh so that's why I see less Chiitan, got it. STOP SILENCING CHIITAN!

[mattiepattiepancake🇵🇸 @dercirq]

there’s too many damn things that line up LEAVE ME ALONE

[mattiepattiepancake🇵🇸 @dercirq]

SHUT UP IDC IF ITS SELF DIAGNOSES + PEER REVIEW IM AUTISTIC

[mattiepattiepancake🇵🇸 @dercirq]

damn I was rly sitting at my desk, doing my job, thinking “fuck are my AM meds really messing with me that much after not taking them for 1 day?” And it turns out that I probably took my PM meds instead of my AM meds and I just now took my AM meds. oopsies