.dereves

まっている。

[.dereves @dereves2]

just watched the cat i've been taking care of learn how to play with a toy and i feel so proud

[.dereves @dereves2]

was pouring cereal but my dumbass was shaking the bowl instead of the bag

[.dereves @dereves2]

when i would see them again. i thought it would be long after i had graduated college, or maybe even further, but luckily, it was now. and now i'm left wondering when i'll see them next. something's telling me it won't be long

love your family.
you don't know when next time is.

[.dereves @dereves2]

today i met my siblings on my dad's side who i haven't seen in 11 years.

at first it didn't feel real. the only memory of them i had was going with them to a restaurant overseas, with my sister walking me over to the ice cream.

it was a feeling i didn't know how to handle

1/?

[.dereves @dereves2]

both of them gifted me something of their own. my brother have me his two red fountain pens and some clothes, and my sister gave me her plushie she kept on her bag. i have them the biggest hug i could muster.

i'm currently at the airport watching them leave. i never knew

4/?

[.dereves @dereves2]

IT'S LIKE HAPPENING ALL AROUND MY ROOM/HOUSE WHAT IS HAPPENING

[.dereves @dereves2]

up late doing homework and i swear i heard fast thuds that sounded like something running across the living room floor

i'm scared

[🌺 @polypearIs]

Kris why are you by yourself. Kris. Hey kris. What's going on. Who are you fighting. Hey kris. Where are your friends. Kris.

[.dereves @dereves2]

deltarune tomorrow !!

(trying my hardest to keep my excitement together)

[.dereves @dereves2]

tfw when you meet someone new and you click but you don't know how to proceed and it's the end of the semester and you don't know when you'll see them again

[bill wurtz @billwurtz]

if you doubt there will be rain, that's a droubt

[.dereves @dereves2]

THERE IS HOPE

[.dereves @dereves2]

i think i've written a song about this but it's been so long since i've looked at my library that i don't remember

[.dereves @dereves2]

i don't remember the last time i slept peacefully

please...

[.dereves @dereves2]

found out over a texas roadhouse dinner that i still have a bunch of unresolved trauma built up and i have no idea how to deal with any of it

[Words @itswords_]

Overthinking is my daily struggle