my mind is everywhere and i hate this feeling. my friend never deserved this. nobody who knew her or loved her deserves for this to be our new reality.
i just keep thinking about how in a split second from the time i knew nothing to the time i found out my life is forever altered. i wish i could go back to when this wasnβt my reality. back to when i wasnβt someone whoβs friend got murdered.
while grieving i just keep thinking to myself βi never wanna feel this pain againβ then im immediately reminded that death is inevitable and im gonna feel this way again and i just get even sadder all over again.
being a hairstylist is so draining⦠and its not even like doing hair is hard it really be the large amounts of people who give 0 fucks about your time or money. the ability some women have to stroll into an appointment DISRESPECTFULLY LATE is insane.
people really be thinking iβm just going to wake up one day and all of a sudden change my mind about how i feel. if i already despise you as a person itβs nothing you can do/say to change that.