before."
Twenty-two years old. Already too old for Marius' lingering gaze; other boys going to Padua, to Florence. And still Amadeo served at the master's side. Human. Growing old. Growing ugly.
"Bathe me?"
Too much time had elapsed in their separation that the draught had rendered Armand dry, desolate. Every offer, every touch is lightning striking sand, collecting glass, and he flinches even at the notion of such intimacy.
"You have not done it with me since. . .
Fingers shy just before flesh, unwilling to touch lest he give into whim which was desire trussed up upon the table, ready to be feasted upon. Yet, he does not bare down.
Perhaps, heโs too polite. โ Will you allow me to bathe you, though you find my presence endured? โ
You don't, what? You don't like me, or you ๐ฅ๐ฐ๐ฏ'๐ต don't like me?
( A frown forms itself in earnest, knotting in between brows into lines that seemed carefully carved by some artist's loving touch. )
You're very confusing.
โ โi donโt . ๏น she murmurs, pressing full lips to the height of his cheekbone. itโs then she lets them go, slightly nuzzling against their soft skin before releasing them entirely. ๏น
A frown smoothed out into something carefully neutral; not quite serene, not quite ๐ฉ๐ข๐ฑ๐ฑ๐บ. No longer so docile as to give without bending; yet he yields, approaching with hesitant steps.
Staring into a broken mirror, lost in the fractals. A dozen splitting off into a hundred. A hundred dispersing into a thousand. Fractures of memory and time and the sands, the sands,
the sands of Delhi, of Venice, of the banks of the Seine.
Where is now? When is here?