intrigue as seok-moon walked into the bar, gaze shifting around his new surroundings before it fell onto @venomismss, giving a bright smile as he walked forward.
@moonlitwhiisker ||: i'm trying my best... so far, i've managed to do okay at it and i know my close friends are keeping an eye on me and making sure i stay safe and what not. i do genuinely appreciate your kind words, thank you!
||: just to be completely and utterly transparent, i have bipolar and i'm unmedicated right now which means my mood is not stabilized as much as it was for a long time.
as of last night, i have started a manic episode, i don't know how much i'll be here during and after it so —
@ICHORYEOU ||: thank you so much, genuinely... it means a lot to me 🥺 i'll let everyone know when i can be active regularly again because my brain is just pulling me everywhere rn LMAO
@angelicalisms ||: thank you so much 🥺 i assure you that even if i don't notice that i'm overwhelming myself when i do start coming down, that my gf and my close friends won't let me crash too hard because of it.
there's a frown at the other's response, gaze shifting away for a second. most likely getting into his own head about the responses to him, eventually forcing a smile at him again, " i meet quite a few somehow, i don't know how... "
can you tell awkward little laughs are a reflex of his. ❝ right . . ❞ scratches the back of his neck a moment before hands fall back to his sides. ❝ anyway uh ── pretty cool .ᐟ can't say i meet other streamers much . . ❞
oh… that does sound horrible… i’ll help you, okay? don’t worry… the practice range and quick play is very helpful!
( there’s a small smile as gaze shifts to his lap )
you know, we just met and yet, i feel like i could just… spill all my secrets to you with no care…
I tried . . what was it called , mystery heroes ? To try and find a character I liked but that went terribly .
( he didn’t want to make the other feel awkward . Especially over that . )
And that’s perfectly fine . People shouldn’t have a problem if it makes you happy .
it’s about learning who to play when and how to play them into that team.
( he’d state as they were going to sit down, fidgeting slightly now )
like i don’t want to say it’s just an act because it’s not, that’s who i am just as much as who i am right now is but… you know…
I can’t really say no to that one . It looks fun other than immediate death .
( he remained quiet as the other explained the situation , going over to the waiting area as there were told . )
Not that my opinion matters , but just so you know that doesn’t change my thoughts .
perhaps i can help you learn? i’d be so down for that.
( a small shrug of shoulders now, walking into the lobby. pausing to look at him for a second )
i dress up like a femboy. i guess i am a femboy.
( blinking before greeting the person at the desk, explaining the situation )
I don’t get how . I just get killed like immediately on overwatch no matter how good I think I’m hiding . I suck ass at tank too .
( that was something he just couldn’t grasp , and he doesn’t even play competitively . )
Oh so you wear lighter colours ?
( there’s a soft laugh at that )
i won’t lie, i’m really high rank in overwatch… i also play a lot of apex legends and valorant. however, some minecraft and stardew valley hit the spot sometimes.
( glancing over as they reached the door )
ah my stream name is pastelpouts…
I prefer rpgs . I start panicking at shooting games . It’s always so chaotic .
( he could laugh at how that sounded , but he wouldn’t lie and say he was great at those games . In fact , he’d say he sucked )
. . . Different how ?
honestly? anything really... i'll try anything once to see if i like it...
( a soft laugh, gaze glancing over, incredibly happy to be talking about this )
i'm streaming tomorrow if you want to watch... just... know i dress a little... different than this on stream.
What games do you play ? Is it like the shooter ones or do you prefer more rpg kinda games ?
( that seemed to peak his interest , he liked games too . A new common ground other than talking about his injured butt as they walked )
Maybe I should watch one of them later .