ᅠ ᅠ ᅠᅠ〔 ᅠᅠ 𝐒𝐄𝐎𝐊—𝖬𝖮𝖮𝖭 ᅠᅠ〕ᅠ ᅠ ᅠᅠ

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[ᅠ ᅠ ᅠᅠ〔 ᅠᅠ 𝐒𝐄𝐎𝐊—𝖬𝖮𝖮𝖭 ᅠᅠ〕ᅠ ᅠ ᅠᅠ @desiresables]

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⠀⠀⠀ ℎ𝑖, 𝒀𝑶𝑼 𝐰𝐡𝐨 𝗌𝗁𝗈𝗐𝖾𝖽 𝑀𝐸 𝖑𝖔𝖛𝖊.
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[ᅠ ᅠ ᅠᅠ〔 ᅠᅠ 𝐒𝐄𝐎𝐊—𝖬𝖮𝖮𝖭 ᅠᅠ〕ᅠ ᅠ ᅠᅠ @desiresables]

intrigue as seok-moon walked into the bar, gaze shifting around his new surroundings before it fell onto @venomismss, giving a bright smile as he walked forward.

[ᅠ ᅠᅠ𝑻𝑯𝑬 ᅠ𝗙𝗔𝗟𝗟𝗘𝗡 ᅠ𝗦𝗘𝗥𝗔𝗣𝗛𝗜𝗠 ᅠ.ᐟ ᅠᅠᅠ @thenangelisms]

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⠀⠀⠀𝒐𝒏 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝗞𝗡𝗘𝗘𝗦, 𝐵𝐸𝐺𝐺𝐼𝑁𝐺
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[ᅠ ᅠ ᅠᅠ〔 ᅠᅠ 𝐒𝐄𝐎𝐊—𝖬𝖮𝖮𝖭 ᅠᅠ〕ᅠ ᅠ ᅠᅠ @desiresables]

||: offers my new oc out @ancienthiraeth !!!

[ᅠ ᅠ ᅠᅠ𝕮𝙍𝙄𝙈𝙎𝙊𝙉ᅠ ᅠ ᅠᅠ @ancienthiraeth]

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⠀⠀⠀ 𝙘𝙖𝙣 𝑦𝑜𝑢 sᴛɪʟʟ 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐫 𝗆𝖾 ᴄʀʏ .ᐣ
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[ᅠ ᅠ ᅠᅠ〔 ᅠᅠ 𝐒𝐄𝐎𝐊—𝖬𝖮𝖮𝖭 ᅠᅠ〕ᅠ ᅠ ᅠᅠ @desiresables]

@moonlitwhiisker ||: i'm trying my best... so far, i've managed to do okay at it and i know my close friends are keeping an eye on me and making sure i stay safe and what not. i do genuinely appreciate your kind words, thank you!

[ᅠ ᅠ ᅠᅠ〔 ᅠᅠ 𝐒𝐄𝐎𝐊—𝖬𝖮𝖮𝖭 ᅠᅠ〕ᅠ ᅠ ᅠᅠ @desiresables]

||: just to be completely and utterly transparent, i have bipolar and i'm unmedicated right now which means my mood is not stabilized as much as it was for a long time.

as of last night, i have started a manic episode, i don't know how much i'll be here during and after it so —

[ᅠ ᅠ ᅠᅠ〔 ᅠᅠ 𝐒𝐄𝐎𝐊—𝖬𝖮𝖮𝖭 ᅠᅠ〕ᅠ ᅠ ᅠᅠ @desiresables]

@ICHORYEOU ||: i promise i won't, i'm gonna be careful and not overwhelm myself like i used to when this happened, thank you so much.

[ᅠ ᅠ ᅠᅠ〔 ᅠᅠ 𝐒𝐄𝐎𝐊—𝖬𝖮𝖮𝖭 ᅠᅠ〕ᅠ ᅠ ᅠᅠ @desiresables]

@ICHORYEOU ||: thank you so much, genuinely... it means a lot to me 🥺 i'll let everyone know when i can be active regularly again because my brain is just pulling me everywhere rn LMAO

[ᅠ ᅠ ᅠᅠ〔 ᅠᅠ 𝐒𝐄𝐎𝐊—𝖬𝖮𝖮𝖭 ᅠᅠ〕ᅠ ᅠ ᅠᅠ @desiresables]

@angelicalisms ||: thank you so much 🥺 i assure you that even if i don't notice that i'm overwhelming myself when i do start coming down, that my gf and my close friends won't let me crash too hard because of it.

[ᅠ ᅠ ᅠᅠ〔 ᅠᅠ 𝐒𝐄𝐎𝐊—𝖬𝖮𝖮𝖭 ᅠᅠ〕ᅠ ᅠ ᅠᅠ @desiresables]

there's a frown at the other's response, gaze shifting away for a second. most likely getting into his own head about the responses to him, eventually forcing a smile at him again, " i meet quite a few somehow, i don't know how... "

[˙ ✱ ┈━ ᅠᅠ 𝗚ᴱᵀ ᅠᅠ ᴵ̲ᴺ̲ ᅠᅠ 𝙇✪𝗦𝗘𝗥 ᅠᅠ ׅ⎖ @staticnatuure]

can you tell awkward little laughs are a reflex of his. ❝ right . . ❞ scratches the back of his neck a moment before hands fall back to his sides. ❝ anyway uh ── pretty cool .ᐟ can't say i meet other streamers much . . ❞

[ᅠ ᅠ ᅠᅠ〔 ᅠᅠ 𝐒𝐄𝐎𝐊—𝖬𝖮𝖮𝖭 ᅠᅠ〕ᅠ ᅠ ᅠᅠ @desiresables]

raising hands in mock surrender, " fine, fine... i won't suggest it again. "

[˙ ✱ ┈━ ᅠᅠ 𝗚ᴱᵀ ᅠᅠ ᴵ̲ᴺ̲ ᅠᅠ 𝙇✪𝗦𝗘𝗥 ᅠᅠ ׅ⎖ @staticnatuure]

laugh grows a little more awkward then, eyes shifting. ❝ nooo . . ❞

[ᅠ ᅠ ᅠᅠ〔 ᅠᅠ 𝐒𝐄𝐎𝐊—𝖬𝖮𝖮𝖭 ᅠᅠ〕ᅠ ᅠ ᅠᅠ @desiresables]

" won't even try for me? " he knows they're strangers, the words were teasing, " i wouldn't even make you do it on stream for the first time. "

[˙ ✱ ┈━ ᅠᅠ 𝗚ᴱᵀ ᅠᅠ ᴵ̲ᴺ̲ ᅠᅠ 𝙇✪𝗦𝗘𝗥 ᅠᅠ ׅ⎖ @staticnatuure]

nose scrunches a little, laugh quiet as his head shook. ❝ ahh . . nah, i can't do scary stuff. ❞ he's a big baby.

[ᅠ ᅠ ᅠᅠ〔 ᅠᅠ 𝐒𝐄𝐎𝐊—𝖬𝖮𝖮𝖭 ᅠᅠ〕ᅠ ᅠ ᅠᅠ @desiresables]

oh… that does sound horrible… i’ll help you, okay? don’t worry… the practice range and quick play is very helpful!

( there’s a small smile as gaze shifts to his lap )

you know, we just met and yet, i feel like i could just… spill all my secrets to you with no care…

[. Ӈʏᴇᴏɴɢᴊᴜɴ @SpeedFluxx_]

I tried . . what was it called , mystery heroes ? To try and find a character I liked but that went terribly .

( he didn’t want to make the other feel awkward . Especially over that . )

And that’s perfectly fine . People shouldn’t have a problem if it makes you happy .

[ᅠ ᅠ ᅠᅠ〔 ᅠᅠ 𝐒𝐄𝐎𝐊—𝖬𝖮𝖮𝖭 ᅠᅠ〕ᅠ ᅠ ᅠᅠ @desiresables]

it’s about learning who to play when and how to play them into that team.

( he’d state as they were going to sit down, fidgeting slightly now )

like i don’t want to say it’s just an act because it’s not, that’s who i am just as much as who i am right now is but… you know…

[. Ӈʏᴇᴏɴɢᴊᴜɴ @SpeedFluxx_]

I can’t really say no to that one . It looks fun other than immediate death .

( he remained quiet as the other explained the situation , going over to the waiting area as there were told . )

Not that my opinion matters , but just so you know that doesn’t change my thoughts .

[ᅠ ᅠ ᅠᅠ〔 ᅠᅠ 𝐒𝐄𝐎𝐊—𝖬𝖮𝖮𝖭 ᅠᅠ〕ᅠ ᅠ ᅠᅠ @desiresables]

perhaps i can help you learn? i’d be so down for that.

( a small shrug of shoulders now, walking into the lobby. pausing to look at him for a second )

i dress up like a femboy. i guess i am a femboy.

( blinking before greeting the person at the desk, explaining the situation )

[. Ӈʏᴇᴏɴɢᴊᴜɴ @SpeedFluxx_]

I don’t get how . I just get killed like immediately on overwatch no matter how good I think I’m hiding . I suck ass at tank too .

( that was something he just couldn’t grasp , and he doesn’t even play competitively . )

Oh so you wear lighter colours ?

[ᅠ ᅠ ᅠᅠ〔 ᅠᅠ 𝐒𝐄𝐎𝐊—𝖬𝖮𝖮𝖭 ᅠᅠ〕ᅠ ᅠ ᅠᅠ @desiresables]

( there’s a soft laugh at that )

i won’t lie, i’m really high rank in overwatch… i also play a lot of apex legends and valorant. however, some minecraft and stardew valley hit the spot sometimes.

( glancing over as they reached the door )

ah my stream name is pastelpouts…

[. Ӈʏᴇᴏɴɢᴊᴜɴ @SpeedFluxx_]

I prefer rpgs . I start panicking at shooting games . It’s always so chaotic .

( he could laugh at how that sounded , but he wouldn’t lie and say he was great at those games . In fact , he’d say he sucked )

. . . Different how ?

[ᅠ ᅠ ᅠᅠ〔 ᅠᅠ 𝐒𝐄𝐎𝐊—𝖬𝖮𝖮𝖭 ᅠᅠ〕ᅠ ᅠ ᅠᅠ @desiresables]

honestly? anything really... i'll try anything once to see if i like it...

( a soft laugh, gaze glancing over, incredibly happy to be talking about this )

i'm streaming tomorrow if you want to watch... just... know i dress a little... different than this on stream.

[. Ӈʏᴇᴏɴɢᴊᴜɴ @SpeedFluxx_]

What games do you play ? Is it like the shooter ones or do you prefer more rpg kinda games ?

( that seemed to peak his interest , he liked games too . A new common ground other than talking about his injured butt as they walked )

Maybe I should watch one of them later .

[ᅠ ᅠ ᅠᅠ〔 ᅠᅠ 𝐒𝐄𝐎𝐊—𝖬𝖮𝖮𝖭 ᅠᅠ〕ᅠ ᅠ ᅠᅠ @desiresables]

||: continuing my xlov fantasy au fanfic storyline if anyone here likes xlov and fanfics and fantasy aus...

[ᅠ ᅠ ᅠᅠ〔 ᅠᅠ 𝐒𝐄𝐎𝐊—𝖬𝖮𝖮𝖭 ᅠᅠ〕ᅠ ᅠ ᅠᅠ @desiresables]

@tearswepts perhaps i just don’t want you injured because i want sex… perhaps i’m not that nice…